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the world you've let down;
When Luke returns to work two days after the press conference, the first thing he does is report to Bryan's office. He doesn't want the whole day to feel awkward with the two of them circling each other while everyone else knows it's awkward. And he knows the only way to bury the hatchet is to make sure he and his boss are on the same page, even if it means having it out again.

"I just wanted to let you know I'm back," he says, shoving his hands in his pockets. "And see if there's anything else you needed to say to me." Take whatever shots you need to take, because I'm still not apologizing.

"I thought we pretty well said it before." Bryan leans back in his chair. "You made a decision that we both have to live with. I just don't understand why you didn't trust me enough to tell me there was something going on."

"It wasn't about trusting you." Luke shakes his head. "I didn't tell anyone to protect my case and keep from creating a fucking nuclear situation. I do understand that I could've said I couldn't tell you, but would that have made you feel any better?"

"I don't know. Maybe." The U.S. Attorney can concede that. As much as he would have appreciated the courtesy he would have also wondered what was so important that Luke was firewalling him. "I've always had your back. Even when you were going through all that stuff with Janet," he continues. "But when it turned the other way and it might involve me, you left me out."

"I did what I had to do. But I'm sorry you got hurt," Luke adds, because he is.

He and Bryan have never been friends in the sense that they don't socialize together unless it's one of the many parties or functions Bryan has dragged Luke to. Even that he stopped doing once it turned Luke into a witness to a crime. They don't just go out for drinks and they don't talk often about their personal lives. But they do have a professional friendship and Luke knows he wouldn't want to work anywhere else. He doesn't feel guilt over the choice he made but he also doesn't want Bryan to think he didn't matter.

His boss regards him for a moment before he exhales. "If I were in your position, I wouldn't have done the same thing," he states calmly. There's no need to mince words. "But I understand why you're not me."

"Do you really?"

"Maybe that's the real problem here and this is just the symptom. I've been wanting you to follow my path and you've never been shy about telling me that's not you." Bryan nods toward the open chair to indicate that Luke should sit down. If they're going to have a conversation, it may as well be that one. The talk they've never had despite Luke being repeatedly clear about where the line was. "You asked me once why I like you, and do you remember what I said?"

"That you wanted somebody who was going to push this office."

"That's why I want you to be U.S. Attorney. I don't want someone who's going to play the political games, Luke. I do that because it's what I have to do to keep people like Mark and Melissa Wallace off our backs and because it's what's going to get me ahead." Bryan's ambitions were well-known by now. "But I get that you don't want to do that. If you really don't want the added responsibilities... then I'm okay with looking for another successor."

For some reason, that hits Luke harder than he expected it would. He's never wanted the top job and has said it repeatedly yet it still feels like a slap in the face to have it taken away from him. Like he's being punished for doing what he knows was the right thing. "It's not that I'm not responsible," he replies with a bit of a frustrated edge to his voice. "I don't want to be concerned with politics and optics and other bullshit. I want to try cases and put criminals in prison. That's what I'm best at." He was even fairly hands-off with his team, preferring to focus on prosecutions rather than being that interested in giving orders and having meetings. Luckily, no one around him seemed to mind.

"I know you are. You're the best lawyer we have."

"Then why are you talking to me like I'm not?" It's a full-blown snap that comes out of Luke then but he can't suppress his anger. Being the best means everything to him with how he defines himself through his work.

Bryan is taken aback by the tone and the perturbed look in Luke's eyes but doesn't react to it. It's not as if he's unaware of the pressures Luke puts on himself and how the younger man is usually around the office. "I'm not criticizing you," he says in return. "I have a tremendous respect for who you are. I'm trying not to make you someone you don't want to be."

The phrasing hits Luke because it's exactly how Janet had admonished him for handling Michael. He shouldn't turn into someone he doesn't want to be. And she was right, even though so was he, so the sentence makes him pause. He sighs, running a hand through his hair and eyeing the floor. "Let me think about it," he mutters.

"Take all the time you need."

"I need you to tell me we're okay," Luke replies, lifting his gaze to look his boss in the eye.

"We're okay," Bryan affirms because he knows they'll agree to disagree on this. It's not the first time Luke has battled someone in his own office and that's a good thing; it means that they have different points of view instead of a company line. That just leads to bruised egos now and again. He had also noticed Luke being absent from work the day before and understood that meant he was also genuinely hurt by the way things had unfolded. He didn't want that for either of them.

"Okay. Good." Luke nods and pushes himself to his feet. "I need to catch up with Pat and make sure he and Johanna are ready for trial." Because the longer he stays in this vulnerable state, the more uncomfortable he gets and the more likely he is to lash out again.

"I think Ritter has some stuff for you to look over, too." Bryan pauses. "You did good, Luke," he says, wanting that to be explicitly clear. "You helped deliver a major arrest and I know how difficult that was for you to pull off. Not just with your workload. I see that and I care about it."

"I know you do." Luke replies. "And I appreciate that. Other bosses might've not even let me try. But I had to try."

"You didn't just try. You succeeded." Bryan nods toward the door. "Go on, get back to work before we start wanting to break out the hard liquor." It's meant simply to make Luke laugh and give him a way out of the conversation. He watches his would-be successor walk out the door with something to think about. Luke Cameron is the best pure lawyer he's ever seen, but if Luke isn't going to take his seat someday, who's it going to be?
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devil you know, part 15;
Pat Ryden is the first to congratulate Luke when he returns to the U.S. Attorney's Office. Unsurprisingly, the sight of Melissa Wallace being taken out of the Hoover Building in handcuffs has already created a media buzz, and a press conference is being scheduled as they speak. "Way to go," Ryden says, clapping Luke on the back. "Taking down a congressman's ex-wife, that's one hell of a win."

Luke gives him a smile that isn't as bright as it should be. He feels accomplished, but he also knows it's not over yet. "It'll be a win when Kevin gets a conviction," he points out. But it's his best friend's day off so he can't discuss it with him yet. Nor is Luke sure he's got the mental space for that yet. He walks through to his own office, sets his bag down on his desk and allows himself to take a deep breath. He did what he had to do. What he wanted to do. Wexler hadn't been his choice; this was. This was the first time he'd stepped out of his carefully defined boundaries on purpose and while he doesn't know if he'd do it again, he knows he did the right thing. That's what matters.

He's not surprised when he hears someone in his doorway. Bryan Alexander has watched Luke in and out of the office all week, not missing a deadline or a meeting while trying to close a murder case. luke kept his word and didn't put a foot wrong. "Congratulations," he says. "I thought you could pull it off."

"Thanks for the vote of confidence."

But that's not the only reason his boss is standing there. "You lied to me the other day," Bryan just comes out with it. "When I asked you if there was anything I needed to know. You didn't tell me about the book."

"I didn't have a choice," Luke retorts. "We couldn't let knowledge of that get out into the public. And for all I knew, people you know were in there."

"Are they?"

"I don't know. I didn't read the whole thing. It'll get handed off to the Political Corruption Task Force to see if any of Wallace's allegations are true." Luke sighs. "This is why I don't want your job," he adds. "I can't deal with this. I just want to close cases."

He's said numerous times that he doesn't have any interest in being U.S. Attorney. But this is the first time that he's so explicitly stated what's holding him back. Bryan files that fact about his prodigal son away for another conversation they're not ready to have. "I do my job so you can do yours," he reminds Luke before he pauses. "You've never held anything back in almost twelve years. That's one of the things I've always respected about you. Even when it could have gotten you fired, you said something. I didn't think you'd ever break my trust."

"I'm sorry," Luke says, because he is. "But I'd do it again."

It has nothing to do with Bryan or whether or not he trusts his boss. It was about protecting the integrity of his case and not starting a potentially unwarranted media firestorm. He made a decision based on the facts, not his emotions. But he understands that to Bryan it feels like Luke didn't trust him enough to at least tell him that he couldn't tell him. The two of them exchange a quiet look before Luke walks out of his office. He knows there's nothing else he can say, that his boss just has to get over it, and he has a press conference to be at.

That evening Michael faces the cameras all over again. This time it's Anthony Brennan giving the prepared remarks instead of Patrick Burton, and he's almost a decade older, but the song remains the same as Brennan gives the details of Melissa Wallace and Thomas Marshall's arrests. Michael stares out into the crowd of reporters and tries not to think about how much attention he's going to get. Back then the Wallace case had jumpstarted his career. Now as a senior agent he knows he'll get more points toward making Assistant Director, but he also cares less. He only wants to leave the whole saga behind him.

Michael glances over at Luke as the Assistant U.S. Attorney steps to the microphone. He's gained respect for Luke knowing the other man stepped up for him without having to be asked, even though it meant being out of his depth. And he can admit that having Luke there made this easier so he didn't have to hold everything in. Because he would have. "I want to start by thanking the FBI, Supervisory Special Agent Brennan and Senior Special Agent Davis for completing a detailed and conscientious investigation," Luke begins. "Despite a complicated case and the history of both the victim and the suspect, they maintained a commitment to justice."

The press conference lasts less than thirty minutes. Just like he did nine years earlier, Michael stops in the hallway on the way back to his office. Except this time it's to size Luke up. It seems wrong to leave it like this. "Thank you," he says. "I couldn't have done this without your help."

"You deserved it," Luke replies. "And frankly, I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else." As strange as this whole expedition has been, he cares about Michael. And being aware of what Mark Wallace had done and how he never should've been let out of prison, his anger at the situation would have made him want to at least know what was going on. He had at least held his tongue and not criticized the parole board in his remarks. "How are you doing?" he asks now that it's been a few hours.

"I'm fine. I'll be okay. It's just both times I've dealt with them, they've turned me into someone I didn't want to be." Michael sighs.

"Don't second-guess your decisions." The U.S. Attorney shakes his head. He's not in the habit of doing that anyway but he knows what Michael is thinking. If he made a mistake showing Melissa Wallace compassion knowing now she wasn't as innocent as he believed. "If you hadn't done what you did nine years ago," Luke points out, "you wouldn't have been able to do this."

Michael has to concede the point. Melissa's fatal mistake had been thinking she could use him in her plan. Her coming forward had also immediately put her on their radar. Had she not had that blind spot, the case might still have come together, but it would have taken much longer. That idea makes it a little easier to forgive himself. "How are you?" he asks.

"Bryan's pissed off at me for not telling him about the book. He found out about it when I filed the arrest warrants. But I can live with that."

"Can you?"

"I knew what I was doing. The rest of us can't always be the good guy," Luke comments before he turns and walks away. Michael knows that's meant to be a compliment toward him but he can't help but take it as a reminder that Luke is often the bad guy. It's something he thinks on as he heads back to the third floor.

When Michael steps off the elevator, he hears a familiar voice call his name. He'd completely forgotten that Janet was coming home, but he remembers now that she wasn't supposed to be at work until tomorrow. It's clear that she came here for him. He doesn't argue with the sentiment, just catches her when she runs to him and holds her tightly. "I missed you so much," he murmurs into her neck.

"I missed you too," Janet says, kissing his cheek gently. "I'm glad you're okay. I knew you could do it, but I couldn't stop thinking—"

He knows what the rest of that sentence is. "Don't you dare apologize for not being here," he tells her. "I wanted you to be happy. And you were always with me anyway."

Brennan smiles to himself when he arrives a few minutes later. Eleven years later he knows he made the right choice. "Get a room, you two," he laconically quips as he walks by, causing his subordinates to burst into laughter—which is his entire point.

"Do you want to go get a drink?" Janet offers. "Or what can I do to help you?"

"Be here for me tomorrow." Michael would love nothing more than to spend some quality time with his best friend, but there's something else he needs to attend to first. "I've got somewhere to be tonight," he continues.

A half-hour later he's standing in Luke's doorway with another six-pack of soda. "I thought it should be my round," he says by way of explanation. Luke chuckles before letting him in. They've never been that close, and then five and a half years of personal tension had only made their relationship worse. But for the first time, they can see through each other's eyes and the world looks different.

[End.]
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devil you know, part 3;
"They counted seventeen stab wounds," an exasperated Luke tells his boss upon his return to the U.S. Attorney's Office. "Whoever killed Wallace hunted him down and didn't think anything of leaving his body in plain view. This is something that's going to get nasty, and I don't want to leave it for it to come back to us."

To his credit, Bryan Alexander is completely unfazed by Luke having walked straight into his office without having knocked first and by how annoyed Luke is about this. He expected some sort of an argument when Luke had informed him about Wallace's murder two hours ago. Once Luke Cameron makes up his mind, he's almost impossible to shake—and Bryan is the kind of boss who's willing to listen as long as someone can make their case. They are lawyers, after all. "What do you think you're going to do?" he asks. "The FBI has the investigation under control."

"We might be able to get at people in ways they can't." Luke takes a breath and settles his hands on his hips, thinking out loud now that he's gotten his feelings off his chest. "There's going to be a political angle to this based on Wallace's history. Some high-profile people we'll have to talk to. It might be more palatable for me to be asking than the Bureau."

Bryan can't argue with that; he knows Wallace's release created a stir in D.C. political circles because that was how he had learned the news a month ago. Seeing an FBI badge would immediately put some of those people on the defensive, while Luke would at least be able to use his own connections. But he didn't get to become U.S. Attorney without knowing how to play the game, and he's well aware that Luke Cameron does not get involved in investigations. There's an ulterior motive here that Luke hasn't copped to. "What's your real stake in this?" he says.

Luke knew he was going to have to answer that question. He'd have to explain why he was willing to put aside his own work, even if fortunately it was a light workload without an active trial, to do something he was on record as disliking and being underqualified for. He's been mulling the answer since he decided he was going to do this back at the crime scene and he's barely convinced himself. "I've known Michael Davis for eleven years," he says with a sigh. "He had the original case and it put him through the wringer. This is dragging it all back up. If I can do anything to make it easier, for him and for us, then I want to."

"I can't just not have a bureau chief here for the next week."

"I know. I'll work it around my schedule, and I'll keep my phone on me." He nods. "I'm not even sure he'll want me there very long. But this is one of our best agents and he deserves the support."

He's looking his boss dead on, trying to get a read on Bryan at the moment. Luke doesn't ask him for many favors, and the last time he had an instinct about something, it was John Wexler blowing up his own house and solving the murder of a senator's daughter. He's proven that he has his own good sense. And ironically, since he's slated to be in the office this week, he's easier to let go of than an actual investigator like Bryan Ritter, who has leads to chase on other assignments. "All right, run it out," Bryan says. "But I want daily updates, and if you have any misgivings, you clear it with me first. I don't need my top deputy making headlines."

"I might ask you for help anyway," Luke admits, shoulders relaxing now that he knows he's not about to be ordered back to his office or yelled at. "Whoever did this is somebody Wallace pissed off in more than the last month."

But that's all he says as he walks out of Bryan's office and across to his own just long enough to see if there are any emails he needs to answer or anything else that can't sit until tomorrow. Everyone is watching as Luke heads out as brusquely as he came in, stopping only to duck into the conference room where Patrick Ryden is preparing for his interviews. "What was that about?" Pat asks, having seen Luke come in and now clearly on his way back out. "Where are you going?"

"The department's gonna be yours for a couple of days," Luke explains, yanking at the knot in his tie and shoving it in his pocket. "I need to help the FBI with a murder case."

"The last time you did that, you got shot."

"Thanks for the reminder." He actually had forgotten that part and now it makes him tense just a little bit more as he rolls his neck. "Call me if you need to, but I'm going to be in and out of the office, so don't hold things up on my account. I have to figure out who killed Mark Wallace."

Now it's Ryden's turn to visibly cringe because he's seen the news reports on the TV in the bullpen. "That's an interesting list," he says. "Do they have any idea?"

"Not yet. That's what I'm going in for. I'm the last person who's still on staff from the Benton era so I'm hoping I can narrow it down. Plus, the lead investigator is Michael Davis." Luke doesn't have to explain as much to Pat as he did to Bryan. Pat knows how Luke's brain works and about his relationship to Michael. His right-hand man takes the situation in stride hearing those two facts. "I'll call if we need you," he agrees. "Take care of yourself."

Luke nods but doesn't answer as he walks out of the conference room and the office. His own well-being is the last thing he's concerned with right now. Several blocks away, Michael is having a similar and much less complicated conversation with Supervisory Special Agent Anthony Brennan. Brennan and the financial crimes team were already prepared for this thanks to Michael bringing up Wallace's release in the team meeting a month ago, and Brennan isn't dealing with someone as volatile as Luke. In fact, he's wondering why Michael isn't more perturbed by the recent turn of events. "You work this like any other case," he says. "And remember that what you did nine years ago isn't under investigation. Its only relevance is helping you get to the truth."

"Janet said the same thing." Michael chuckles humorlessly. "I just don't want to do this again."

"You don't have to."

"Yes, I do. Nobody's going to have the familiarity with Wallace's history that I do. I experienced things that aren't in that file." He exhales. "Luke Cameron's coming in to help me look at the political angle, but it's almost certainly related. Even if Wallace pissed someone off more recently, he had to have gone back to someone to help him get his career restarted."

"You and Luke working together ought to be a barrel of laughs," Brennan replies drily, ignoring Michael's own sarcastic look. "At least you convinced Janet not to come back from California."

"Yeah, she's going to be upset when she gets back. I know she feels responsible, same as I would for her." He sighs, a renewed pang of guilt in his heart thinking about how anxious Janet must be right now. "It's not an ideal situation, Tony. But Wallace deserves justice just like any other victim. And I'm the best person to find it."

"Let me know if you need any help. I don't mind screwing with anyone." Brennan leans back in his chair. "And if you ever don't think you can do this, you can say so."

Michael likewise won't back off but for entirely different reasons from Luke. Luke's angry about Wallace being released at all and wants to protect the people closest to him; he's taking this personally, both as a friend and as an attorney. Michael has put his own frustration about the issue aside and he feels obligated to finish what should've been done already. This isn't about him; it's about doing what's right. "You trusted me with this nine years ago," he says. "I need to see it through."
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every game you play;
Luke goes down to the basement, pulls the box related to the Mark Wallace case, and hauls it into his office. He doesn't want any of the other U.S. Attorneys to know he's looking at it, but he does want to know what he's dealing with. The case was before his time, prosecuted by his then-boss Tanner Benton, who had used a far more experienced attorney as his second chair. They had wanted to throw their absolute best at Wallace, which is exactly what Luke would have done in the same situation. But it meant that all he knew was things he had heard secondhand over the weeks of trial.

He's halfway through the initial witness list when a too-familiar voice interrupts. "Is it a really slow night?" Bryan Alexander comments, and Luke tenses. He feels like he's just been caught with something, which maybe he has. He glances up at his boss while putting down the paperwork. "No," he says. "I'm doing a little opposition research."

"On Mark Wallace?" Bryan retorts, pointing toward the box to remind Luke that he can read the label on the side. Luke exhales sharply. "I just want to know who I'm dealing with," he explains. "In case I end up dealing with him."

He's watching his boss closely for a reaction. Though Bryan Alexander is known more now as a politician, he was a talented prosecutor and didn't become U.S. Attorney just because he's well-connected. He had told Luke about Wallace's parole for a reason, being aware that the ex-Congressman had been locked up for financial crimes and wanting his bureau chief to have the same awareness. Since he dropped the dime he really can't get angry at Luke for picking it up. "Have you found something?" he asks.

Luke shakes his head. "But I don't want to get fucking blindsided."

This was something he'd do for any agent he'd worked with if a case came up again. He'd want to look things over to give them ample warning out of respect. But it being Michael made the situation that much worse, and also knowing how much the case meant to Michael both personally and professionally. Luke considered Michael a friend even if that friendship had been strained. Especially with Janet being out of town with Holden, he felt a compulsion to protect Michael in her absence. He was the best FBI agent anyone could name by a mile and he didn't deserve to be dragged through the wringer again.

"You going to tell me to knock this off?" he prompts Bryan, since the other man hasn't answered. "Or is there something I need to know?"

"I wanted you to be aware in case he came up on our radar, not for you to start an investigation," Bryan points out. His tone is the implied warning that Luke has already overstepped his bounds. "But be careful. Tanner ran everything by the book. You're a lot more emotional and aggressive than he is. If this does lead to anything, don't turn this into a fucking street fight."

"He has to start a fight with me first." Luke replies. He understands the point; he's definitely not his predecessor (something that he and Tanner had actually started an argument over). But in his eyes, if Wallace wants to make things ugly, then he has no problem fighting fire with fire. He never has. It's why he was smart enough to cut Janet loose before the Whitehouse trial. He would have burned the world down if anyone had come after her. Obviously that was an extreme circumstance, but he's still willing to get his hands dirty if someone wants to go after Michael. Particularly an already convicted public official who should never have been paroled in the first place. He has three different reasons to be pissed off about this.

Bryan knows two of the three, which is why he hasn't just pulled rank on Luke and shut him down. It's good business for the head of financial crimes to know that a high-profile white collar criminal is back on the street, and on a personal level he can understand Luke's opposition. Luke's passion for the work is why Bryan promoted him and why he wants him to become U.S. Attorney someday. Yet he also has the political savvy to understand this will be an even worse scandal if it goes to trial again, with how relentless Luke will be compared to the usually stoic Benton. "Put that back when you're done," he says. "Don't tell anyone you're looking into this. And don't do anything without talking to me first." The latter is not a request.

Luke nods and breathes a heavy sigh as his boss walks out of his office. They're all still hoping this is nothing, but his inherent cynicism tells him something is about to happen.
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burning like ash in the wind;
Luke Cameron remembers the exact moment he pissed off his boss. He and his predecessor had plenty of back and forth from his first month on the job as Luke never held his tongue, but they generally were able to resolve things. On the Carla Hammel case, though, Tanner Benton was unequivocally pissed off. Enough to pull him into Bryan Alexander's office and give him the third degree for refusing to drop it.

"You don't get to decide which cases we prosecute," Benton tells him.

"Well, maybe I should," Luke shoots back.

"It's a loser of a case—"

"—Do we do this to win or to do the right thing?" Luke snaps automatically, not realizing the volume of his voice until the words have left his mouth. He clears his throat awkwardly and mutters an apology that the U.S. Attorney waves off.

"It's okay," Bryan says. "I appreciate you caring that strongly about something." He glances out the window for an incredibly awkward moment before he decides. "Luke's right. This isn't something we should ignore. We may not win," he adds pointedly to them both, "but I'm willing to take the fall if he is."

"Yes, sir." Luke's response is automatic about that too.

He hates to lose. He judges his self-worth by his success in the courtroom and loathes it when a case slips through his fingers. He takes everything very personally. But he's willing to swallow his pride and his obsessiveness to make a scared young woman feel like she's been heard. To stand up when somebody fucking ought to. It might not win him any friends, and his boss might be pissed off at him for a bit, but the only opinion that matters is Carla Hammel's.

Bryan looks between the two of them. Benton still looks frustrated but Luke has an idealism in his eyes. More than his usual determination—a belief that he's doing something he has to do. He'll never forget that look. "Reassign the case to Luke," he tells Benton before glancing at Luke. "If we don't win this, you're going to be the one to explain it to her. And everyone else."

That kind of public embarrassment could destroy the reputation he's already worked so hard to build. Having to tell a hate crime victim that the man who terrorized her gets to go free would be worse. But the idea that they wouldn't even try to hold him accountable galls Luke even more. "I understand that," he says. "Are we done here?"

It goes on to become one of the defining moments of his career. Not only is he able to build a circumstantial evidence case, but Carla insists on putting herself on the stand. He works with her for days to prepare and her testimony is damning. Luke wins a conviction that gets him praise from social justice groups but he's only concerned with Carla, tells him she's changed her mind about leaving Washington because she's seen there are still good people. He doesn't know any of that when he leaves Alexander's office, though. He just knows he might have martyred himself in his third year, and if he did, it was for a good reason.

That night Luke calls Janet and asks her to meet him for a nightcap. "I don't know," he ruminates over his beer. "I just wanted to do the right thing. Not try to go to sleep knowing that someone else couldn't."

"You did the right thing," Janet corrects, reaching across the tabletop to cover his hand with her own. Luke glances down at it, surprised by the gesture of affection. "And you're going to do it again when you get a conviction."

"That part I'm not sure of." He can admit that to her. "But I'm sure as hell gonna try."

He takes another drink to finish off his beer before he pulls his hand back. "Thanks for coming out with me," he adds. "I just needed to get that off my chest. And hopefully I didn't just shoot my chances of making chief..."

A few years later when Benton retires and Bryan promotes Luke to bureau chief in charge of financial and property crimes, Janet will remind him of this conversation.
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burns you out sometimes;
"We better not offer this motherfucker a deal," Luke snaps, and he's never meant anything more in his life.

The emphasis in his voice startles both Kevin Russell and Bryan Alexander, and the two of them look at each other. Luke's not stupid; he knows that look is asking each other if they really want to deal with him. "We're not," Kevin replies, in the reassuring tone he'd use for a child. "We just want to make sure we do this absolutely right."

Luke shakes his head, hands settling on his hips. "Don't patronize me, Kevin. Don't fucking patronize me on this."

"Luke." Now the U.S. Attorney is looking right at him, and it's not an impressed look. "I've already kicked you off the fifth floor once, I'll do it again."

Dexter Vincent is taking the stand tomorrow, for God knows what reason, and this was supposed to be a conversation about how to approach it. Kevin hadn't expected to have to cross-examine him considering the length of his rap sheet, and has no idea how this plays into Vincent's defense strategy. What he does have are the lengthy notes that Holden provided them for this exact situation, and the ability to bounce ideas off two of the smartest legal minds in Washington D.C. The latter of which he's regretting at the moment.

He really should have firewalled Luke months ago. But he didn't, for the same reason Bryan hasn't dismissed him; he understands how important this case is to Luke. It might not be the right thing to do as prosecutors, but it's the right thing to do as human beings—let him do something to help. Especially when he's so damn brilliant at his job. And Luke's taken all his anger and channeled it into his own cases, chewing through trials at an impressive rate, so they can't even say he's not doing his work.

But he's going to be an asshole until the jury returns a verdict.

"Is he testifying because he knows something we don't?" Kevin asks.

"Or just because he's an arrogant son of a bitch?" Luke replies.

"You'd think his defense attorney would stop him," Kevin points out, to which his best friend shakes his head. "That's assuming he listens to his attorney. Would you want to argue with a known drug dealer?"

"You'd better do your opposition research," Bryan interjects. "Make sure he's not going to drop something about Jack Ford that we don't know. And then go over those FBI notes. He's making himself vulnerable; it doesn't matter what narrative he wants to push if we can take advantage and get him to break."

"We'd better fucking break him," Luke mutters.

Kevin glances at him again and has half a mind to tell him not to show up in court tomorrow. He's done that once, after hearing that Luke got into it with Carissa Ford, but he knows that it won't work this time. Luke wants to make sure that this cross goes exactly the way that it should. Just like Janet wants to be there, as much as it's making her skin crawl, to show Vincent that he can't stop her. It's far from ideal but excluding them would be worse.

"Hey. I know how to do this," he says instead. "Remember that I was you before you got here. I know how to prosecute a red ball."

"I'm not saying you don't," Luke replies, his eyes lifting. "I'm saying I want to see him suffer."

He doesn't just want to win; he wants blood, and Kevin doesn't doubt that if it wouldn't jeopardize the whole case, Luke would get it. He's not afraid to get into a fight and he's been open about not caring if Vincent gets beaten up in jail. But he can't officially be anywhere near this case so the defense doesn't accuse them of misconduct, so he's trusting Kevin to get it done. Maybe not just trusting, but expecting.

"I'm going to do the best I can." Kevin sighs. "Let me go over these and you can go through what we have on Jack. Flag anything and we'll run a mock cross before lunch." So that if Luke gets bitchy again, he can blow off steam immediately afterward. Plus he knows if anyone can find something to attack with, it's Luke Cameron. He's at his best when he's on the offensive.

"How's Janet?" Bryan asks, hoping to calm him down and switch gears. "Is she going to be okay to do this tomorrow?"

"She's nervous, because of how her cross went," Luke concedes. "But she wants to be there. And she'll be with me."

"I'm going to trust you to keep her together." The U.S. Attorney nods slightly. He doesn't expect otherwise, but Janet dissolving into tears in the gallery would still be a scene that they don't need. There have already been headlines since she testified three weeks ago. Media interest has spiked since learning the heroic FBI agent shot by the vicious drug dealer is the daughter of a federal felon. "Stay in the back. Take the back door. And I shouldn't have to say this, but don't talk to anybody."

Luke chuckles. "Trust me, I'm already censoring myself."
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i've been trying to keep my distance;
"Cameron. Do we need to have a come to Jesus moment?"

Luke jerks his head up to look at his boss. It's uncommon for Bryan Alexander to refer to him by his last name and less common for him to ask if he's okay. Usually everyone assumes Luke can handle his own shit. But that really hasn't worked out for him lately. Not when he's been sitting at someone else's desk looking like he's zoned out, and Bryan remembers the last time that happened.

"No, sir," Luke says, scrubbing his hands over his face. "I'm fine. I was just thinking."

As he straightens up he realizes absently that this is how Janet must feel. She spent so many years keeping everything inside and soldiering on, and then the walls started to crack and it all came tumbling out. He's seen how she's so much more open now and so much more vulnerable; it's both admirable and frightening, and he wonders if it's happening to him. Albeit in a severely delayed reaction.

Bryan gives him a look, but doesn't haul Luke into his office because he's not the kind of U.S. Attorney to publicly announce his subordinates' personal issues. That look is Luke's cue to get out, though, and he stops only to grab his bag before he leaves. They both know where he's going.

Janet referred to Luke as a crutch yet she doesn't know that for Luke she's the same thing. She's always been there, for more than a decade, even when they were pissed at each other or buried under casework. Unlike Janet he hasn't been able to quit the addiction yet. He doesn't have anything else to take its place. There's no one that knows him better than her.

And he's been wondering if she's okay after the ordeal of testifying, and texts and a stray phone call just aren't cutting it. Plus, Kevin kicked him out of the courtroom a day ago after the argument he had with Janet's mother.

Luke is surprised to see Michael when the other man opens the door. Not that Michael isn't surprised to see him there in the middle of the afternoon. "Hey," Luke says awkwardly. "Is Janet... Is she busy?"

"I'm getting ready to take her to physical therapy," Michael explains. He still steps back to let him in because that's the polite thing to do. "Why are you here? Did something happen?"

"No, I..." He stares at the carpet as he walks in. He's still not used to talking about his feelings. "I just wanted to make sure she's still doing all right after everything. Why are you here?"

"I took over for Holden." Michael shuts the door and sizes up the U.S. Attorney. He rarely sees Luke as anything but on his game; it's a different thing to remember that he cares about either of them. "Is the trial bothering you?" he asks, wondering if that's what has him being particularly impulsive.

Luke chuckles bashfully. "Kevin told me to take the day off," he admits before getting his shit together. "It's fine as far as I know," he adds with an exhale. "I was just worried about Janet. If this time is half as bad as what she said the last one was like..."

They've both heard her tell the stories. Reporters calling her house, TV cameras following her to school, headlines denigrating her family. Janet was just a teenager then so they think she's stronger now but it's still not an experience they want her to relive. Luke takes another deep breath as his mind stops racing.

"Remember when we used to be friends?" he quips.

"Before you two ruined it by sleeping together?"

Luke chuckles. He would normally respond to that by saying that Janet had initiated sex with him, or make a smartass comment about how Michael had also slept with her. But that's the Luke Cameron of a few months ago. He doesn't see the point now. "I miss when it was so much less complicated," he admits.

"But you wouldn't take it back," Michael replies.

"No, I wouldn't."

Despite all the fights and the sort of cheating and the unexpected pregnancy there were a lot of happy moments. Had to be, Luke reasoned, if they kept on coming back to each other five fucking times. He and Janet made each other feel wanted, but also alive and like they could take on the world. He knows from his inability to find anyone else—Sandra doesn't count—that she wrecked him, probably for the better. That's what happens when you put two strong personalities together.

Michael took Janet's side every time, as he should. He was her best friend and like any sane person got very tired of her going back to him when they could never get it right. As much acrimony as ever existed between Janet and Luke, the tension between Michael and Luke was always thicker. Luke knows he's lucky that the FBI agent has never belted him and right now he wouldn't blame him for that either.

"I probably owe you an apology," Luke says. "I don't even fucking know for what anymore but after six years I'm sure I do. So can we call it even?"

"I guess we can." Michael shrugs. "We're all moving on."

After everything in the last 20 months fighting amongst themselves serves no purpose. It only makes things worse and so he's willing to let Luke off the hook to keep from anything getting more complicated. They'll never be close but they can get along. Just the fact that Luke is making a concerted effort to be around and see Janet when he doesn't have to, when it's an actual pain in the ass for him, shows the playing field has changed. He loosens his tie and glances around, just now remembering that Michael and Janet were supposed to be going somewhere.

"Can I help you with anything?" he asks.

"I have to go wake her up." Her partner pushes off the door. "If Janet says it's okay, you could come along. If you want to."

"If she wants me to." Before Luke would have just invited himself assuming she'd want his presence. "Anything's better than being in the office wondering what the hell is going on."
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