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Lucas Warren "Luke" Cameron is an Assistant U.S. Attorney in Washington, D.C. and the Bureau Chief in charge of financial and property crimes. A graduate of Georgetown Law, he originally comes from a "nowhere" town in rural Iowa and refuses to look back. He's the federal prosecutor that every defense attorney hates, his boss loves and most women want to have sex with. Sharply dressed and with the arrogance to match you'd never guess that he doesn't have blue blood in his veins.

But when it comes to life outside of the courtroom he can't play it like a game to be won. He's had his fair share of hookups, but always in-between an on-off relationship with FBI agent Janet Ford, which lasted five and a half years. Luke never knew Janet was shot and almost died until he saw a news report on TV and then shit got real. He's been trying to make up for five years of fights and emotional unavailability ever since. But mentioning his ex makes him get irrational because he doesn't ever lose.

Plus, his boss wants Luke to take his job when he moves into the White House and he feels an ever-increasing pressure to win every fucking case since he's channeling his anger into his work. It's not easy being the office golden boy.

the usual suspects;
U.S. Attorney Bryan Alexander—Luke's boss. The U.S. Attorney for Washington D.C. with an eye on becoming White House Counsel. Once got shot in open court and lived to tell about it. Though he no longer prosecutes cases, he spends enough time dealing with political bullshit and headstrong prosecutors.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Kevin Russell—Luke's best friend and co-worker. Bureau Chief for violent crimes. Originally from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania before working as a district attorney in New York, where he was personally recruited by Bryan Alexander. Was the favorite son before Luke.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Christopher "Chris" Gillespie—Luke's co-worker. Bureau Chief for narcotics. Originally from Mobile, Alabama. Gillespie has a twin brother, James "Jamie" Gillespie, who works for the DEA.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Julianna "Julie" Carson—Luke's co-worker. Bureau Chief for sex crimes. Her predecessor was Sandra Rosenhurst, with whom Luke had an ill-advised fling before Sandra left for Philadelphia.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Patrick "Pat" Ryden—One of the attorneys Luke supervises on his team. The two are polar opposites, with Pat coming from a rich family in Montauk and trying everything to not be that guy. As a result, the two sometimes butt heads, and Luke always wins because he's the boss. Despite that, Luke sees potential in him and Pat has been his second chair on several cases.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Johanna "Jo" Martinez—Another one of the attorneys Luke supervises on his team. She's been with him almost as long as Pat, and so Luke trusts her almost as much. While the two are friends, they have more of a professional relationship; Jo tends to look up at Luke as her boss, compared to Pat seeing them as equals.

Assistant U.S. Attorney Scott Armstrong—The junior attorney on and newest addition to Luke's team. A recent law school graduate just getting started in his career. He's the nephew of one of Bryan Alexander's friends, leading Luke to think his hiring is more of a favor, until Bryan informs him that he wanted Scott to learn from Luke.

Senior Special Agent Janet Ford—Luke's ex-girlfriend. Also the only woman he's ever said he loves. They broke up five times in five and a half years. This last time he did it to protect her but that doesn't mean he's not still pissed off about it. Luke is still in love with Janet but can't in good conscience ask her for a sixth chance so the two are focused on rebuilding their friendship.

Investigator Bryan Ritter—Lead U.S. Attorney's investigator. A native of Tulsa, Oklahoma. Formerly with the Secret Service, but left that job to get out of bureaucracy and spend more time with his wife and two kids. Has prior experience in crime scene investigation and once spent four months acting as a bodyguard for Luke's ex-girlfriend as a favor to him. Since he shares a first name with the U.S. Attorney, he usually goes by his last name.
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[after this ]

here by my side, the devil;
Luke Cameron had vowed that if Jack Ford ever hurt Janet again, he would find a way to bury him. And he absolutely fucking meant it. When he arrives at George Washington University Hospital, the first thing he wants is blood.

Jack has already gotten into an argument with Carissa that everyone in the hallway could hear before his ex-wife left. The only reason Michael hasn't stormed into the recovery room and punched Jack is because he has his priorities straight and he's taking care of Janet, waiting for Holden to arrive. Luke knows that Michael will be doing everything for Janet and he also knows how he feels about Jack. He finds out where Janet's father is, goes straight through the door, and takes that swing which connects solidly with Jack's jaw. "You son of a bitch!" he snaps. "If she fucking dies, I'll kill you myself. And even if she doesn't, I'm going to make you suffer."

Luke Cameron has always been a fighter. Everyone knows how fierce his cross-examinations and jury statements can be. They know how hard a bargain he drives on plea deals. There are several reasons why he's one of the most formidable attorneys in Washington. What is less well-known is that he's no stranger to a physical fight. He was known in high school for a different reason, being willing to stand up to bullies and even to teachers, and it was the law that kept him from getting into any serious trouble. It gave him something to focus his frustration into. He's had decades to mature and he's become a man who makes people pay in different ways. But he didn't say he'd never get his hands dirty, and this is a reason to. Later on, helping protect Janet and Michael from human traffickers will be a reason to.

Jack knows better than to say anything, just like he didn't with Carissa. He understands he's the target of their anger because he's the one that's there. And he doesn't blame them because he feels guilt for bringing Janet to the park in the first place. When Luke realizes he's not going to get anything out of him, he knows there's no point in staying. "Don't come anywhere near her," he snarls, which is the reason why Janet never sees her father when she wakes up. "Leave her with the people who actually fucking care about her."

He storms out of the room as quickly as he came in, taking several moments to breathe and force his anger back into the bottle. A quick look at his hand confirms that it'll be sore but he's uninjured. Luke has a thought of trying to find Michael and Janet, but he thinks that she's still in surgery, and him coming in wound up like this isn't going to help either one of them. Even texting Michael won't work when her partner probably isn't even looking at his phone. It's a better idea for him to calm down and come back when there's something he can actually do to help. So he walks back to his car, well before Jack vanishes again and Holden arrives, and goes back to his office to give Bryan and Kevin the status update. Not that they didn't know the severity of it by the abrupt way he left.

Luke comes by later that evening, when he's calmed down and Michael is the only one there for the overnight shift at Janet's bedside. He'll offer to stay so Michael can finally go home, but Michael doesn't want to leave. Luke won't meet Janet's mother until well into the Vincent trial, and then he'll snap on her too. But if Carissa knew what Luke had done to Jack, she might have changed her tune about him. If Janet knew, she'd tell him that he didn't have to, while understanding exactly why he did. Yet Luke doesn't need to tell anyone about this moment and he knows Jack won't. All that matters is he made a promise and he kept it.
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[ after this ]

Luke calls Janet as soon as he gets out of court and sees her text that Adam Lydon's baby has arrived. "You guys still at the hospital?" he asks, walking to his car. "No, we're giving them a break," she replies. "Dana's resting and Michael's making sure that her parents have a hotel when they get into town." Luke chuckles because that's such a Michael Davis thing to do. He's incredibly conscientious, which is one of the many reasons why he's held in such high regard.

"I'll come by and see the baby tomorrow when things have settled down," he says. Which is a typical Luke Cameron thing to do. Stay out of the way until the initial chaos has passed even if your ex-girlfriend is hoping that you're going to be there. "You want to get a drink tonight?" he suggests while tossing his briefcase on the passenger seat of his BMW, suddenly reminded of that. He's in his forties now and his emotional intelligence hasn't improved all that much, though not for lack of trying.

Offering to spend some time with her on a day that might also be emotional for her is trying. Even if it takes Janet a moment to realize why he's asking, because she's totally focused on being happy for Adam and not thinking about herself. Or them. "Sure, if you're not busy," she says. "I'll make time for you," he reassures her, pulling out of the garage. All he has to do is make his way back to the U.S. Attorney's Office to tie up loose ends and get his things. "So how's the kid?"

"Healthy and adorable. Adam already thinks Alex looks like him," Janet replies. "I'm just glad to see him so happy." She's seen enough broken families. Luke and Tayshia are the two people she knows who have healthy relationships with their parents. They deserve to do better than they were raised. "Yeah, me too," Luke agrees, hearing the wistful tone in Janet's voice. "I'll text you an address when I get back."

That address turns out to be for All Souls Bar in the Shaw neighborhood. It's quiet and it's out of both their way but Luke was looking for that in case they decide to have another one of those hard conversations they don't want overheard by anyone who actually knows them. He calls ahead and reserves an outdoor table in the far corner, standing when Janet crosses the courtyard. "You look good," he tells her as they briefly hug. "Please," she chuckles. "I was at the hospital and then running errands. What were you doing working on a Sunday?"

"How did you know I was working?"

"You're wearing a suit and tie," she points out. "Or are you just doing that all the time now?"

He chuckles, knowing he's been caught out. "I had to go down to try and find some old paperwork," he replies. "I wanted to look the part." So no one gave him any unnecessary grief and just in case any other lawyers ran across him. Janet knows how Luke always has to project a sharp image. "But this isn't about me," he adds before she can ask him for case details, glad that the waiter shows up to take their drink orders. "How are you feeling right now?"

( cut for trigger warning )
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Kevin finds Luke in his office, staring dead at the wall instead of going home. "I heard they let him out," he says quietly because that's all he has to say.

"Yeah," Luke replies. His voice is equally stunted. "That's what she wanted, so that's what happened."

They both know that Kyle Seaton's release is the exact opposite of what Luke wanted. Luke wanted to keep him behind bars for the next five years. In fact, Luke's fury when he'd originally learned everything Seaton had gotten away with had made him want to lock him up for a whole lot more and throw away the key. The fact that he'd hurt Janet twice only made him want to kill him.

"But it's not what you wanted," Kevin corrects needlessly and Luke laughs bitterly because that's how obvious the statement is.

"It doesn't matter what I wanted. It matters what Janet wanted," he emphasizes. "I don't get to decide what she's okay with. And if you're asking me if I'm going to pull any shit, I'm going to respect her decision." Not wanting to disrespect Janet is the only real reason he's not going back to the Correctional Treatment Facility to see Seaton released. He also doesn't want to commit a crime, but it's very tempting to make sure the other man knows she has other people on her side who don't share her sense of mercy. Just like Luke will always want to hurt her father.

But he's getting better at controlling his vengeful reactions for Janet's sake. He doesn't get to dole out vengeance for her or tell her what to feel anymore. He can only make his opinions known and be ready to fight if she asks for it. That's been a major change for Luke, who's always wanted to win, especially when it involves someone he cares about. But he's come to realize that doing so was taking their agency and they're the ones who decide if it's worth the battle. In this case, Janet decided it wasn't worth prolonging the war, that it was better to focus on peace.

"You want to go someplace and talk about it?" Kevin offers. "Or not talk about it. Whatever you need."

Luke has no idea what he needs. "You've got the Joiner case?" he asks instead, knowing what Michael and Janet have been working on all week. When Kevin affirms that he's taking that one himself, he replies, "Just keep an eye on her for me. Make sure she's doing okay. She's still scared of him."

"I'll let you know." Kevin doesn't hesitate to agree. Aside from Luke being his best friend, Janet is a friend of his too, even if they don't work together even half as often. They both know she won't want to talk about it, almost certainly won't ask for help, but they'll be there for her anyway. She would do the same for them and a whole lot more if they were the ones facing down an old enemy. "Are you going to be okay?" he asks Luke, as worried about him as Luke is about Janet.

Luke just laughs again. "I have absolutely no idea," he admits.
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[ the day after this ]

no directory assistance;
"What the fuck is going on here?"

Luke Cameron can't think of anything else to say when he walks into the financial crimes unit to find the room pitch black and Michael Davis standing under a hole in the ceiling. Michael, in the middle of getting undressed, realizes he's forgotten that he scheduled a meeting with Luke for case review. "The power's out on this floor," he explains, while handing Janet Ford his tie. "I'm going to see where all the wires lead."

"Exactly like you guys to not wait for somebody else to fix it," Luke comments.

Standing there holding Michael's jacket and tie, Janet chimes in, "I still say I could do it."

"No." The reaction comes from both Michael and Luke in unison, both of them recalling Janet's brush with the warehouse fire in New Jersey and the fact she fell out of a ceiling there a few years later. They say it so fast they share an amused look at how they're on the same wavelength for once. But everyone knows Janet and heights are a bad combination.

"Okay, what's the plan?" Luke says, putting his bag down because he can tell he's going to be here for a while. "You're going to climb up in there and put everything back together?"

"I don't know. I'm a psychologist, not an electrician." Michael reminds him. But he does remember that before this was ever his office, it was equipment storage space for the FBI, and so there's a fuse box in the back of the room. He doesn't want to push any buttons there without knowing what might happen when he does. And he's not going to ask any of his colleagues to climb up into the ceiling, so here he goes. Luke instinctively moves over beside Janet to spot him as Michael steps up onto one of the desks in order to pull himself up through the ceiling panel and disappears from view.

Luke has every intention of asking why they didn't just leave it alone when Michael comes down. He appreciates that the financial crimes team is proactive, but this is way out of their job description, and the fact that they're even trying tells him that they either have something massive going on that they can't afford to wait on—which is unlikely since Michael hadn't sounded urgent when he called yesterday—or there's some other reason they can't sit still. And he's here, so he's going to help his friends, though his abrasive personality means he's going to tease them about it.

"If you find a million dollars up there, I'm quitting my job," he calls.

"If I find anything up here, Brennan has some explaining to do," Michael retorts. Luke glances over at Janet. "It'd be just like him to hide something up there, though," he concedes and she agrees. Despite working in a whole other organization, Luke has been around long enough to be well versed in Anthony Brennan's unique way of thinking. He leans up against the desk and folds his arms, waiting to see what happens.

Michael takes a few minutes to look around above their heads before he comes down, and it is also exactly like him to be laying in the ceiling yet not get a single smudge on his still pristine white shirt. "I don't see anything out of order," he says once Janet and Luke help him down, taking his clothes back from his partner. "Not that I have more than a reasonable guess what I'm looking at."

"Should we go hit the breaker?" Adam Lydon asks, and Michael shakes his head. "I'll do it. That way if something goes wrong, it's officially my fault." Before Luke can question that phrasing, he adds, "Can you guys replace that ceiling tile? Brennan will notice if it's not perfectly back in place."

Luke pushes up off the desk to allow Adam and Tayshia Grant room to work, and in one fluid motion takes Janet by the shoulder and steers her aside. "What's going on with him?" he asks as Michael walks away. "I know you guys don't just decide to DIY your own office on a Tuesday night."

"We're working through something," she says with a soft sigh. "I'll let him tell you about it."

That only makes Luke's brow furrow in concern. "I'm here if you need me," he replies, putting a hand on her back and rubbing gently. One more step he's taking to be a good friend and not just a great ally. When Michael returns from the hallway—obviously not having managed to turn the power back on—Luke and Janet follow him into Brennan's office. They can have a conversation by flashlight and what's left of the daylight coming through the bullpen's double doors.

"I didn't learn enough electrical engineering," Michael deadpans. He didn't really expect to solve the problem, but he wanted to try. Luke, as usual, decides to immediately push the real issue. "Janet says you're having a rough day," he says and watches the other man nod slowly. "This hasn't been one of my favorite ones, no. You really want to hear about this?"

"I wouldn't ask if I didn't want to know."

"Tony fucked off and left the two of us in charge. He's testing us to see how we're coming along before his retirement."

"Doesn't he have a couple more years?" Luke replies incredulously. "Three years," Michael clarifies. "He's made clear to me that he sees the handover as a long-term process. But I didn't see him doing something this abrupt, this early and so we've decided to just play along with it."

"But that doesn't mean you know what to do about it." Luke nods, definitely understanding that feeling. He's known for at least four or five years that Bryan Alexander wants him to be the next U.S. Attorney, and unlike these two has said more than once that he doesn't want the promotion. It wasn't until he had his fight with Bryan after the Melissa Wallace case that it seemed to sink in with his boss, and Luke isn't sure that Bryan isn't still hoping he changes his mind. He privately worries that he'll have to say no emphatically and that when he does, it may destroy their relationship. "I'd just keep doing the best you can," he suggests. "Whatever he expects from you, he's going to tell you. And whatever I can do to help, let me know, even if you just want to complain."

"Thanks, Luke." Michael offers up a small smile. "Let me show you what we've got," he continues, not having forgotten why he called the prosecutor over in the first place. That gives Janet a chance to make her exit. "I'll go help clear everything up," she tells her partner, putting a hand on Luke's shoulder to quietly appreciate his offer of support. No matter how difficult Luke has been or things have been between them, he's always been loyal to the whole financial crimes team. And she knows first-hand that he's not that involved with the DEA and other agencies he works with.

He's loyal because they showed themselves to be the kind of people he wanted to align himself with. And they, in turn, recognize that he's given them more than he does anyone else. Such as, an hour later when the files have been slowly gone over with the flashlight on his iPhone, telling Michael that he's buying him a drink for having to spend part of his day in the ceiling.
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the silence of the universe;
Luke has never been a holiday person—including his own birthday. So when he turns 35, he has exactly zero intention of doing anything about it, while also being aware that somebody else will. He doesn't mind that; they're doing something nice for him and it feels good to feel appreciated. But he just knows that he isn't going to get away with going to work and then taking himself to dinner like he does every year. He gets to the office to find out that his team have bought him a cake, which they indulge in with their morning coffee. Then there's Janet, who very much is a holiday person, making a bigger deal than he expected.

He's not surprised at all that she calls; she's known for remembering birthdays and anniversaries and other dates he very much forgets if they're not related to a trial calendar. But after the first year they met, when she learned that he didn't share her enthusiasm for holidays, she stopped trying to do anything huge for him. Add in that they haven't been a couple in nearly four years now and that she's just gotten back a few weeks ago from a major case and he's genuinely shocked when she says, "Do you want to go out tonight?"

"Don't you have literally anything else to do?" is Luke's instinctual reaction.

Janet laughs. "I'm staying in for a while," she says. "And I'll have an hour or two tonight before Holden gets home."

"Because what I need on my birthday is your boyfriend coming home and murdering me."

"He doesn't have the predisposition for murder," she replies, realizing too late that she's just paraphrased the exact thing Holden said to her about his parents. Sometimes he really has rubbed off on her. But that's beside the point in this conversation. "I can go out with you and still be home on time. If you want to; if you don't, that's okay, too."

"No, I appreciate you asking," Luke says quickly, not wanting her to feel that he doesn't respect the effort she's making. "I just hadn't thought about it. It's Tuesday. I have an arraignment in two hours. There was a cake earlier..." He trails off, contemplating pros and cons before he decides that logically there isn't any harm in accepting her invitation. An hour or two isn't enough time for anything to get out of hand and if it won't cause in a problem in her relationship, there are a lot worse things he could be doing. "Okay, what are you thinking?" he concedes.

"Drinks?" she suggests. "Or dessert? We haven't been to Smoke & Mirrors for a while."

"Sure." He pauses as something else occurs to him. "This isn't some surprise thing where Kevin and 14 other people are going to pop out, right?"

"Then I'd be worried about you murdering me." Luke chuckles at Janet's response before they hang up on each other. He truthfully forgets that conversation and anything else related to his birthday until he's in the bullpen that afternoon and Kevin hands him a wrapped gift box. His best friend has always looked out for him and remembering the date is one more example. "You didn't have to get me anything," Luke mutters and Kevin chuckles. "For someone who admits he has a massive ego, you'd think you wouldn't downplay this," he quips. "You doing anything later?"

"Janet wants to go out."

"You should go," Kevin encourages him. "You've got to stop thinking of yourself as a problem." Luke is caught off-guard by the nudge that comes with, but the sentence throws him more. He's predisposed to consider himself the outsider given how much damage he's done to most of his relationships. Luke has put in the work to repair some of those bridges, particularly with Janet and then Michael on the Melissa Wallace case, but he does tend to think he'll be imposing in their personal lives. Maybe that's something he needs to bring up with Christie the next time he sees her.

It's a thought still on his mind when he meets Janet at the rooftop bar after work. The sun is just starting to set and the candles flickering on the tables give the place a perfect glow as Luke walks over, giving her the hug he knows she's going to give him anyway. He sits beside her sipping the whiskey she already ordered for him and listens to her talk about her day before he chokes on it when she starts singing along with the song from a Disney musical that's on the playlist in the background. Another one of the things he forgets is that Janet loves musicals.

"That better not be a hint," he tells her as he recovers.

"Oh, I'm sure there are lots of things I could show you," she replies, "but you're very much not a princess."

There are a lot of new things she's experienced since being with Holden. She's taken dance lessons and learned to cook at least enough to not burn the apartment down if he's traveling, and more importantly she's learned about communicating and being a realist about what actually is in a relationship instead of what she wants. But that doesn't mean she's going to push all that onto Luke. And one of the things Luke has figured out is that while he'd rather be on his own, he still has to learn how to connect with people. It doesn't mean that he has to be social, but it behooves him to be part of the group and not outside of it. It's not an issue for Janet to spend an hour with him before she goes home. Or for his colleagues to get him a birthday cake. Those things are part of life.

"You do have a really great voice," he tells her. "I'm sorry I didn't get to hear it more often."

"In fairness to you, I put it aside until Holden came along. I always thought it'd be unbecoming of an FBI agent to perform as a hobby." She chuckles, looking across at the skyline. "Took me drunk stumbling into an audition, and even then Adam had to ask me four times before I agreed to come to class with him." A pause. "I'm sure there's something we can do together."

She doesn't sing with anybody outside of class; Janet still holds onto her third date karaoke with Holden as one of her favorite memories and doesn't want to share that with anyone else. The same principle applies to dancing and to a lesser extent, bowling; those are things she does with her boyfriend. But she also goes out to baseball games and hockey games with her team knowing that Holden is not a sports fan, so she doesn't see any reason why she couldn't find something to get Luke out of his office. The offer surprises him and he knows he'll have to think about it, which is exactly what he tells her. That mindset of being a problem isn't going to change in one night.

"We'll talk about it," he says noncommittally. "I'm just glad to know all of you better now." Because he's made the effort to ask questions, and in cases like this literally show up, he understands his friends in little ways he didn't before. And Luke enjoys that.

"We'll always be here," Janet encourages him with a small smile as her gaze falls over the D.C. skyline. She's forever been an open book and she's seen how Luke is getting back what he's finally been putting in to his relationships. "You're important to us, Luke. Maybe it isn't as obvious, but you'll always be one of us. We've been through a lot over 13 years and you've played a major part in that."

"I do my best." Luke tips his glass toward her. "Thank you, Janet. For tonight, and for not letting me off the hook."
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[ after this ]

don't lose any sleep now;
Game night at Luke Cameron's apartment is an occasion. Luke has loved board games since he was a kid, and his competitive streak is particularly entertaining when applied to something meaningless like Monopoly or Mafia. It's been a few weeks since he's been able to schedule one, so he finally gets everyone together for a round of Life. Michael helps him set the board up on his dinner table while everyone is already cracking the expected jokes about how the game doesn't make any logical sense. "Hey, it's as close as Kevin will get to getting married," Luke quips.

"Jesus, what did I do to you today?" Kevin Russell comments wryly as he pulls up a chair. Next to him, Pat Ryden can't stop himself from chuckling. Luke settles between Kevin and Janet after making sure that the soda, beer and pretzels are within arm's reach. He's not getting up until the game ends—and he probably shouldn't since these tend to evolve into playful arguments about one thing or another. Right now it's Kevin's social life and in thirty minutes they'll discuss how the salaries on the career cards are ridiculous. Luke really doesn't care what they talk about; he enjoys the company and the chance to completely relax.

As much as he wants to win.

The evenings also give him a chance to see his friends outside of work, which is something that still doesn't happen enough. While they're finishing the cleanup, Luke excuses himself to catch up with Janet, who's finishing her soda out on his balcony. "So, a boat, huh?" he jokes. "We really can't take you anywhere." He's trying to keep things light, but what he really wants to do is check in with her. It's something that he's been doing more often—initially because he finally understood what asking meant to her, but it's come to be important to him too, a way to actively invest in their friendship instead of just assuming everything was fine like he had when they were dating.

"Yeah, it was a stupid decision." Janet rubs at her forehead. "I just saw a friend of mine going to risk his life and didn't want him out there alone." She bites her lip as she thinks back. "But I didn't actually do anything to help. Just sat there while he did all the work and opened up to the suspect."

"Doesn't sound like it. Sounds like you gave him the way out of the situation. And if you hadn't been there, Holden wouldn't have been either." Luke replies bluntly, able to be far more detached than Janet is or has ever been. "And you shouldn't think that wanting to help someone is ever stupid."

"It goes deeper than that." She sighs, and it takes a look from him to get her to come out with it. "The suspect did what he did because he was trying to protect his partner's wife. To show him we could be trusted, Brad told him that he's still in love with me."

Luke's eyes widen at that critical piece of information he feels like he should have known before. It makes perfect sense, given what he learned about Brad Lancaster ages ago when Janet confided in him about whether or not to stay in Miami on the Petrov case. "Have you told Holden about this?" he asks, and Janet makes a protesting noise that he takes as a no. "What good would it do?" she replies. "I didn't even want to tell you, considering I know how you feel about me."

"You've got to tell him." Luke shakes his head. "One of the first things you two decided on was not holding things back. And Brad's going to be a part of your life; it's going to come up somehow. How's Holden going to feel if he finds out from someone other than you?"

That sentence makes Janet pause. She'd thought that it would be irrelevant, since she and Brad had addressed the issue and moved on from it themselves. But Holden was perceptive and if he noticed something or thought he did, finding out that she'd been sitting on Brad's feelings for years already might be worse than the feelings themselves. While Brad would never make a play toward Janet the way Luke had when he set off Holden's jealousy, that immediately made her think about Debbie and cringe. "How do I have that conversation?" she asks. "I don't want to violate Brad's privacy. He didn't even intend on letting me know. And I don't want things to be awkward between them, because you're right, we're going to see each other."

"I wish I could tell you there was an easy way." Luke chuckles. "But I think you talk to Brad and give him the heads-up, and then you tell Holden. And if he loves you as much as he seems to, he'll understand that he's the one you came home with."

Janet eyes her ex-boyfriend for a long moment. She remains privately terrified of having another fight with Holden like the one they had over Luke. And Luke would be the first person to say he shouldn't be talking on this subject. Being able to recognize and improve upon his flaws doesn't mean he's actually fixed any of them if he even wants to. But she remembers Holden's reaction when she didn't tell him that she was meeting her father years earlier. His biggest disappointment has come from not knowing. And it's not as if she's ever once been tempted to cheat on him. If she was going to go back to someone, it would've been Luke when he finally dropped his guard and dropped the words she'd waited forever to hear.

"We're missing the point here," Janet comments because she's not sure she'll have the courage to follow his suggestion. "Since when did Luke Cameron give romantic advice?" That makes him laugh out loud. "It's too bad I can't go back and listen to myself," he replies—not said with any sadness, just an observation. The ways to fix their relationship seem so easy now that he's had years to look at the mistakes. "But I want things to work out for you. And I'm pretty uniquely qualified to help you out."

Janet smiles at that. "The same is true the other way, too," she feels compelled to say. "If you ever decide to move on." It's the quiet fact they've never talked about. Luke has had his chances after her, but for reasons mostly known to himself, part of that growth process was leaving behind his playboy reputation and choosing to hold his cards close to his vest. That's why he just chuckles. "I'll keep that in mind," he says, "but I have enough to deal with in my own life. You're not the only one who's been on an uphill battle."

"We could help you with that."

"I know. And you have, sometimes. But there's some things I have to do on my own. All the shit I put off for twenty years." He claps her on the back as if to end that line of conversation. This moment isn't about him and this night isn't supposed to be that deep. "Come on. We've been brooding enough," he tells her and steers her back inside before Pat can finish the cake.
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you don't have to stay now;
Luke calls Janet from the fourth-floor balcony. "Hey, can we, uh, meet for coffee?" he says. "Something came up at work just now and I want you to be in the loop on it." She can read between the lines—if he's wanting to meet in person instead of telling her over the phone, it's serious. "Yeah, sure," she replies, already getting a little anxious wondering what has him concerned. "I'm working at Quantico today. You want to drive up and meet me?"

"Yeah, I guess I can do that." Truthfully he shouldn't take two hours out of his schedule to make that drive, but getting away from his office will do him some good—as well as his colleagues who won't have to watch him stew on this. So once he finishes the call, he walks back into the bullpen and announces, "I'm going to Quantico," to no one in particular. Kevin does not look surprised at the news. Neither is Bryan Alexander, who was the first person Sandra had spoken to and so he can understand why his protégé is taking an early lunch if not exactly what he's doing with it.

Janet conversely is oblivious when she sees Luke come through the doors into the lobby. She figures there's been a development in a case that he wants to give her the heads-up on, or something that she can help him with professionally. Sandra's return is the last thing she ever expected to discuss with him—as evidenced by the blank stare she gives him when he tells her and the way he facepalms seeing her reaction. "I know," he mutters through his fingers. "It just didn't feel right not to tell you."

She's deciding how she feels about this information. If it had been a few years ago she would have been enraged. She had disliked Sandra from the moment she'd found out Luke was sleeping with her—by seeing them together—and that had only turned to anger once they'd started fighting about Madeline. And if it had come up when they were reconciling she would've been similarly defensive. But things are different now. Luke is not her boyfriend anymore, hasn't been for three and a half years, and he's driven a whole fucking hour just to say this in person. Does she have any grounds to be upset now?

"What did you say to her?" she asks cautiously. She doesn't have any claim on him, but she still doesn't want to think of Luke ending up with that woman.

"I told her no. Immediately. I think she was put off by it," he admits. "But what the hell did she expect? That she divorces her husband and I'm gonna be here keeping a seat warm for her? And past that..." He bites his lip, knowing this is why Kevin was advising him against having this conversation. He's letting his anger get the better of him and he needs to stay focused, especially when they're in public at Janet's workplace. He's not going to embarrass her. "I know how much it hurt you that I was with her," he says, calmer now. "It didn't matter that we were broken up. I was pissed at you and wanting to move on, and maybe I wanted to show you I could, but all it taught me was that I couldn't. At least not like that."

He swallows. "I want you to know she didn't mean anything to me," he adds. "I hooked up with her to try and forget you. Not because of you. And if I'd known about Madeline, I would've ended things a lot sooner than I did."

"Thank you." Janet nods, taking a slow breath of her own. He's right that it doesn't matter now but this is information she's never had before. Luke would never have thought to say it and she wouldn't have wanted to hear anything about his rebound. But it helps that he's telling her she was wrong all those years ago—he hadn't just tossed her aside for Sandra. It had in fact been the exact opposite. She opens her mouth to apologize for the way she'd yelled at him back then, but he puts a finger up to stop her. "I was trying to get my shit together to tell you," he says. "I just ran out of time."

She doesn't have to ask what he was going to tell her or what stopped him from doing it. She knows, on both counts. And if his heart was in his stomach walking in the door, hers is now, because of what comes with that new understanding of the timeline. That their relationship had been an even bigger disaster than they thought. Not only had she not told him about the baby, but he hadn't told her how he really felt, so no wonder why their breakup had been so vicious and why it had been so messy to pick up the pieces after First National. Both of them had been acting without having all the pieces. If they'd only been honest with each other, what might have happened then?

"Don't say it," he cautions her, firmly so she knows he's serious. He doesn't want to hear the apology or her second-guessing her decisions. That'll just put them back into the same cycle they've only recently been able to break. Luke barely has the emotional space for this conversation. "Even if we'd known I still would have broken up with you to protect you on Whitehouse. You made the right choice. I'm just telling you now because I want you to understand how little I give a fuck about this."

"You're right, though," she admits. "I appreciate you telling me. If I'd heard it through the rumor mill, I would've been worried that you'd end up back with her."

Luke knows then that he was right in coming here, even if it's a punch in the gut for both of them. "Even if I wanted to," he assures her, "I'd never disrespect our friendship like that." Their relationship is more valuable to him than anyone else. He'd sacrifice any romantic prospects to keep one of his oldest friends on his side, and that acknowledgement makes Janet swallow roughly again before she reaches across the table to squeeze his hand. She doesn't know what to say, but she wants him to know that means something to her. A lot, even, given how disrespected she'd felt before. The pain and even shame she'd carried into her break up with Holden and the reason why they were even sitting here.

He looks up to realize Holden has walked up behind them, clearly meeting Janet for their own lunch. The two of them lock eyes and there's that mutual what the fuck are you doing here moment but they move past it. "I didn't mean to interrupt," Holden says and Luke shakes his head. "You're not. I should be heading back to my office anyway," he admits, pushing back from the table. He doesn't want to say anything about the conversation in case Janet doesn't want to bring the subject up with Holden. "Thanks for taking a couple of minutes to let me vent," is all he gives away before walking past both of them and out the door.

It doesn't surprise him that Janet texts that afternoon to ask if he's okay, given his abrupt exit. In fact, it makes him chuckle knowingly. He'd dragged out a terrible memory for her and she's worried about him. So he responds by asking if she's okay and when she affirms she is, he leaves it at that. It feels good that Janet sees how he was forthright with her and good that he told her the truth finally. That's what he's going to focus on instead of the drama. Stay in the moment, just like Christie has been telling him.
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sweet talk will work till he finds out;
Luke Cameron does not shy from conflict. But there's one person's voice he'd be perfectly happy never hearing again, to the point where when he does hear her behind him, every muscle in his back immediately locks itself. He makes sure to get rid of the pained expression on his face before he turns around to see her in his office doorway. "Hey, Sandra," he says, not adding Who the hell let you back in the building?

Assistant U.S. Attorney Sandra Rosenhurst was the former Bureau Chief for sex crimes, until she transferred to Philadelphia. She had left for better advancement prospects about six years ago—but the rumor mill liked to blame it on Luke, since they'd been having a fling that he'd broken off four months earlier. Everyone in the office who ought to know the truth did and those who didn't weren't stupid enough to bring it up with him. But that didn't mean Luke wanted to see her again. Sandra was a bad decision, one even more annoying now because he finally had a clear understanding of why he'd made it.

"I had to swing through for a wedding, thought I'd see how everyone was doing," she says. Sandra is quite obviously sizing him up, like any good lawyer would do. She wants to get a read on what the last six years have done to him without asking. "I'm not surprised that you're still here."

"Where did you think I would go?" he replies sarcastically, fixing his tie and leaning over his desk to close the files he'd been working on. This is not going to be a short conversation. "Even if I wanted to be anywhere else, Bryan's made it obvious that he doesn't want me to leave." Which was the actual reason Sandra had bailed out of D.C. There was nowhere for her to climb, not with the succession plan being Luke and then Kevin Russell. She'd been the one person whose ambition could match his and she didn't want to be third place to anyone.

"How's Philadelphia?" he asks because he knows he should at least ask. "I heard you were doing some pretty big things over there." She nods. "We have the fifth highest sex crimes clearance rate in the country," she tells him. "We've gotten some high-profile convictions, although we got overshadowed by that human trafficking ring in Miami."

"Yeah, I heard about that," Luke says noncommittally. His role in the Wexler case has remained under wraps due to Wexler's plea deal and he plans on keeping it that way. "I'm glad you've found somewhere that's exactly what you wanted." But he falls quiet after that because he doesn't know what else to bring up with someone he hasn't even spoken to in a half-decade.

"Things didn't work out with Steve," Sandra comments, finally filling in the silence. "We divorced about three years ago."

Luke arches an eyebrow. "I don't know what you want me to say to that," he comments as he knows what the next sentence is going to be. "I was going to apologize for not telling you before," she explains, "and ask if you wanted to get dinner."

"I appreciate the apology," he says, choosing not to call her on it being several years too late. "But I'm not interested. We were colleagues, we weren't even really close friends, and what happened between us shouldn't have happened." Which is not the best thing he could have said based on her reaction—but Luke has always been known for speaking the truth instead of what he ought to.

"Did you get back with her?" Sandra asks him tightly.

"Her name is Janet," Luke replies in a firm tone. If she's going to bring his ex into this she can give her that respect, but he certainly isn't going to explain their fifth break up to someone who doesn't need to know about it. "And that's not relevant to this conversation. You told me you were divorced when you were only separated, and I was being a self-centered asshole, and we vented to each other. We were using each other and that's why I ended it. You deserved better and I needed to face the truth."

The truth being that he needed to work things out with Janet—not even romantically, but just for his own well-being. Their fourth split had been ugly, motivated as it usually was by the job, and he didn't want to leave their relationship in that state no matter what it was. It wasn't good for either of them and it wasn't good for their work. His inability to feel anything for Sandra had only highlighted that something wasn't right with him. Luke had dumped her after four weeks and was trying to figure out how to at least calm things down with Janet when the First National shooting had happened and nothing else after that mattered.

Sandra is taken aback not only by his tone but that admission. "Maybe I should be thanking you for apologizing," she says with only slight sarcasm. "I've never heard you be so self-critical."

"No, you haven't." Another reason Luke didn't really consider those few weeks as an actual relationship. "I've changed a lot over the last six years. And it sounds like so have you."

There isn't much more to say after that so they make their polite goodbyes and Sandra sees herself out. After she's gone—and he means off the entire floor and with enough time for her to get on the elevator—Luke emerges and walks straight over to Kevin's office. "Did you know Sandra was in the building?" he asks. "And she just hit on me." Kevin arches an eyebrow. "If I'd known, I would've warned you," he comments, because he also would've preferred to avoid confrontation. "And I hope you had the good sense to say no."

"What the hell do you think?" Luke shoots back sarcastically. "My bigger concern is do I tell Janet?"

"Tell your ex-girlfriend that the woman you hooked up with after your fourth break-up is back in town?" Kevin asks rhetorically. "How much do you like your testicles?" Luke lets out a tight breath. It's not an unfair question given that Janet loathes Sandra. "But if she finds out from someone other than me, how's she gonna feel?" he points out. He's really worked to be more considerate of Janet than he had been and if there's even the slightest chance this gets back to her, he imagines not hearing it from him will hurt more than the actual news.

Even if it's an irrelevant and painful conversation. Sandra is the one name Janet can put to all of his indiscretions. She's the one other woman Janet knows about and the one he was sleeping with when Janet was unknowingly pregnant with his child. Even if it didn't last long and even though it will never happen again, she's the one who did the most damage. Yet despite not wanting to stab that wound, Luke knows not saying things is what got him and Janet into trouble in the first place. He'd rather she be a little pissed than see this as another example of him fucking her off.

"If you're gonna do it, and I'm not suggesting you do," Kevin tells him, "I'd do it to her face."

"Yeah, that's going to be a fun meeting to set up." Luke rubs the back of his neck as he imagines Janet asking why he's calling on a Tuesday morning. "But I've got to bite the bullet."

"It's not your fault she walked back in here years later," his best friend reminds him. As much as Luke doesn't want to drag this back up it also isn't something he'd have seen coming. "And look at it this way. The guy you were six years ago wouldn't even have recognized it until the bullet hit you in the face."

Luke knows Kevin is trying to encourage him as he's done so many times over their fourteen-year friendship. Even if it's by reminding him of the mistakes he would have made before. "I'm going to step out for a couple of minutes," he says, pulling his phone out of his back pocket, because he doesn't want to make this call in the office. Going out onto the balcony also keeps him from beating his head into the wall.
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time to let it through;
This isn't a date—but it kind of is. Luke and Janet are going out to Barmini, because it's a Jose Andres bar, and their last first date was at a Jose Andres restaurant. So even though she's seeing someone else and they've declared repeatedly that this is over, there is a certain intimacy in the air as he holds the door for her. "Five different people were asking me about you," he says with a grin. "Everyone wants to know what a million dollars looks like."

"A lot. It looks like a lot." Janet chuckles. She's had cases with a higher monetary value but seeing stacks of twenty-dollar bills crammed into a duffel bag had certainly made her eyes get wide. That bag was now locked securely up in Newark until they could ask someone in Chicago what the proper dispensation was for it. She settles into the chair across from him and orders a cocktail before she continues, "It feels so strange to be a hero in this case instead of a pariah."

"I can imagine. But at least you can officially put this behind you. It's all out now, and all that matters is you finished it." Luke takes a drink of his own cocktail when it arrives. They both know why he asked her out, even though they probably would've visited here eventually anyway. It's just happening a few days after Janet's return because he's worried about her. "How was your father?" he says, his tone getting soft.

"He was... He was my father," she replies, rubbing at her forehead. "Withheld that he knew where the money was. Almost got shot because of it. But he also came through big—he convinced his former co-defendant to talk, which saved the case." She pauses. "He asked for a meeting and I couldn't do it."

"You didn't have to." He's quick to assure her of that. Luke would be very happy if she never spoke to her father again; he'll have an axe to grind with Jack Ford for probably the rest of his life and he's fine with that. Fine because he can look at Janet even now and see what her father does to her. "I'm sorry I snapped at you before," he adds, feeling like that's important to establish. "You were obviously right to bring him in."

She leans back in her chair after they've ordered. She doesn't blame Luke for being upset; he has the shortest fuse of any of them, and she's well aware of said grudge, especially since the last time he raised his voice to her was telling her—not asking, telling—that she was getting a restraining order. But she knows the moment is about him wanting to apologize, whether or not he actually needs to, and so she just nods. "Thanks," she says. "But really I'm just relieved. Two murders, three states, two cases 18 years apart... It was a mess and I'm glad I had people like you there to help me make sense of it. And Bryan, too, tell him I said hello."

"I will." Luke catches himself twisting the ring Janet bought him on his finger. They certainly got the difficult cases, but it was because they knew what to do with them. And for all of the stress it put on them, he knows they wouldn't want anything less. They both want to do as much good as they can and that means taking on the biggest challenges. "I'm just glad you're okay, Janet," he adds. "I was thinking about you." Something he's actually been doing now that he's more conscious of his own emotions. Therapy has been constructive, not that he's going to admit that either.

Janet smiles a little at that, but she finds herself at a loss as to what to tell him. She's talked about it all to Holden, as she always does after coming home from a consult, with the exception of what Brad told her because she doesn't want him to worry. And she doesn't want to tell that to Luke either given Luke's status as an ex. Plus if he hears what Brad did to her, he will punch the other man the next time they see each other. He doesn't have Michael's restraint or perspective. "I'll be okay in a while," she settles on. "There was some hard shit I had to confront, and I'm not quite over it."

"If you need someone to talk to, you call me, anytime," he says without hesitation. "I know," she replies even though she won't. At least not now. "Maybe we should talk about you for a while."

"Oh, well, I'm not running around with a million dollars," he replies wryly. "But things are good. Nothing too out of hand at work. Bryan and I are still talking about other things, but that's not going to resolve itself anytime soon. I'm just glad he's not mad at me anymore." Despite not regretting keeping secrets from his boss on the Wallace case, he did care about their still being friends and colleagues afterward.

"That's because he cares about you. Even if you're never going to see eye-to-eye, that doesn't change that he wants you to do well," Janet points out. "Your boss and my boss both trust us to follow our instincts. The difference is my boss expects it, and yours accepts it." Anthony Brennan and Bryan Alexander were total opposites in terms of management style, but they each wanted to change the system. The difference was that Bryan believed in change coming from within, while Brennan had burned the whole thing down.

Luke nods, taking Janet's point into consideration. "I've never once wished to just be normal," he admits as the waiter arrives with their main courses. "But I have to admit, sometimes it's nice to take a break and get ready for whatever the next fight is." Because right now he just wants to see her catch her breath. And more nights like these wouldn't hurt him either. "Maybe we should go to Disneyland," he quips to get them off any serious subject, and laughs when she rolls her eyes.
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Washington, D.C.
January 5


They shouldn't be having this conversation. Janet knows that she should tell Luke it's her father and her problem, so he has no right to be more angry than she is, let alone demanding answers from her. But he's always had a ferocious temper and the truth is Jack really isn't just her problem. He's been Luke's problem and Michael's problem and Holden's problem because they and other people have had to deal with the effects he's had on her life. So she takes his outburst in stride and is willing to talk about it. Maybe to see if he can talk her out of it.

"It seems like the responsible thing to do," she tells him, sinking into the chair next to his desk. "If his life might be at risk—and the key to this case is knowing the ins and outs of the old one before our suspect figures them out. Who's going to know better than the criminal himself?"

"We can notify the U.S. Marshals without you having to talk to him." Luke loosens his tie and shrugs out of his jacket again, sure that it's going to take more than a few minutes for him to get this so he may as well make himself comfortable. "As for the rest of it, are you sure you can't get this information any other way?"

"We are tearing those old files apart piece by piece." Janet exhales. "But it's ten boxes of material from almost twenty years ago. I've got to narrow it down faster than that. One of our victims stupidly suggested there's still money hidden away from the previous disposition, and I need to know whose names he would have given up. I can't just dispatch agents in six different states."

"What the fuck did he do that for?"

"I don't know, but figuring out why should tell me the who, which can help me catch this guy before he kills anybody else. He's already got access to firepower because his day job is running guns from New Jersey to New York." She leans forward in the chair, not so much talking to him now as thinking out loud. "Our victim had an old grudge, and there's nobody everyone hated more than my father."

Luke doesn't have to ask why. Jack Ford turning state's evidence had automatically put a target on his back. If Jack hadn't re-dedicated his life to working as a case consultant for law enforcement, he would have had few other options. But his concern is the same one Janet voiced earlier. Jack closes his cases by his own way and often with collateral damage. "You're banking on him being a problem," he points out. "There has to be another way, Janet. It's not worth the risk. He almost got you killed."

The last part is said in that emphatic tone and staring right at her because he's warned her about that before. That's why he insisted on the restraining order. The last time it was four bullets in her body and another that almost hit her in the head save Holden's quick trigger finger. Janet may risk her life on occasion but that's her choice. Her life being put at risk because of her father's reckless behavior is not. Yet he knows the response she's going to come back with: "What if someone else gets killed?"

"Your life is not less important than anyone else's." He shakes his head. "Unless you definitively need him, you could traumatize yourself for nothing." There's just a moment's hesitation before he adds, "Don't let this turn into Mercy Plaza all over again."

Janet wishes he hadn't brought that up but she doesn't snap at him because she knows she can't say that won't happen. Her public breakdown was still a source of embarrassment, and the only reason she hadn't gotten in trouble for it was that Adam had covered for her. She doesn't know that if her father does something else reckless, she won't tear into him another time. And Luke is right to point out that even if there aren't physical consequences, there may be mental ones. Her mental health is something she's prioritized over the past few years so that's no small concern either.

"What do you want me to do?" she asks simply. "If you don't want me to play this card, tell me what the better answer is. Because I don't know and I've got a double homicide and a gun trafficking investigation both hanging in the balance. I can't let these people down."

"It's not letting people down to avoid a worse outcome, and this could be a hell of a worse outcome," Luke shoots back. "What do you think he's going to do? Other than narrow down your suspect pool? He'll probably use himself as bait to drag this guy out." And he's already imagining Janet standing too close when that happens.

"Maybe. But at least that would be a controlled environment, on our terms, rather than extending resources we don't have or waiting for this guy to make a move. We already waited a few days to try and get ahead of him but we just don't have enough evidence to make a real play. The one reason we got this far is Leonpacher gambled on a search warrant and found our witness hiding in a closet." Janet smiles just a little at Luke's perplexed expression before asking the question she has to. "What would it mean for my restraining order?"

"You're the one violating it, so I doubt he can be charged. It's not going to invalidate it. And considering he didn't show up in court to contest it," Luke adds, looking off for a moment, "I don't think he'd want it to."

"That's all I care about." Janet exhales. "You know I wouldn't do this if I didn't absolutely have to. But this concerns him, and he's my best weapon. If we get this conviction, we can put the Stephenson Clark case and my father aside for good."

"Or we fuck it up and you and your father's past history gets dragged out into the open just like we barely avoided with Whitehouse."

"It's a New Jersey and New York case. Talk to their offices. At most, they can call Michael as a witness." She sees something change in his eyes at the mention of her partner's name and that's when Janet clicks another level to what's going on. It's not just the fact that Luke would keep her father away from her with a whip and a chair. She'd forgotten that Luke just spent time last year helping Michael deal with his own past case and how much stress that put them both under. He doesn't want to see her experience that too. That realization makes her reach out and take his hand in hers. "I'm glad you care," she says softly. "And I can't say I'm going to be okay, but I can't avoid the right thing just because it's hard."

"We never do. That's what makes us who we are." Luke squeezes Janet's hand and finally relents. Everything in him is screaming against this but he agrees that if they could have done something and the situation gets worse, they'll never forgive themselves. "I'll talk to our people," he says. "Put a message out. But I'm like four people removed from this, so it might take a few days."

"No, it won't. As soon as he hears it's me asking, he'll answer." Janet is sure of that. Her father is a lot of things but he still loves her.

There's a long look that passes between her and Luke full of 13 years of history. They may no longer be romantically involved, but Luke has always cared for Janet and understands how hard this will be for her to face. Janet knows he cares and that he's probably more right than she wants to admit. She can face all kinds of challenges—but this is different because it's breaking down that dividing wall between her past and present that's served her so well. First she takes after her father by crossing a moral line (albeit one of her own making), now she's doing this. He doesn't want to just leave or let her leave knowing the ramifications of this decision. "Do you want to come out with me?" he offers awkwardly. "So you're not alone right now."

"That's really nice of you to offer." Janet says sincerely. "But Holden will be at home, and I probably should put together a strategy now that we know exactly what's going on here."

Luke nods and leans in to kiss her on the cheek; a reminder that he's there for her if she ever decides she does need him. But he still waits to make the call until she's left his office and the entire fourth floor, not wanting her to hear what he had hoped never to do.

Janet walks out of the U.S. Attorney's Office to find Michael waiting outside by her car. His expression tells her everything she needs to know. "You didn't tell me you were calling him," he states it as a fact. He was smart enough to deduce where she'd been going, from which the why was obvious, and ballsy enough to call her out on it.

"I wasn't sure what I was going to do until I got here. Or if it was even possible."

"Is it?"

"Luke's going to find out."

"And how badly did he blow up?" Michael replies knowingly. Luke having Janet on a pedestal was only matched by how much the other man loathed her father—a sentiment Michael completely understands, even if he's not quite as livid. But he's only met Jack Ford once briefly and Jack's actions didn't take something from him.

"There was an argument, but mostly it was disappointment." Janet shakes her head. It's not like she doesn't understand that, too. "It makes me wonder where this is going to stop," she admits, looking past Michael for a moment. "I went too far just like my dad and now I'm bringing my dad back into my life. What happens next?"

"Hey, stop that thought right there." Now Michael's tone is as sharp as Luke's was a half-hour ago. "You did what had to be done in Miami and this is only about a case. You are not turning into your father." He's not going to let her fear get the better of her. "I told you this is the time to be angry, not afraid. You're focused on how this all affects you when you should be looking at what effect you can have on it. What kind of statement do you want to make?"
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easy to catch, harder to keep;
Luke doesn't even remember the case that introduced him to Janet's father. All he remembers is meeting Jack Ford and the exchange that, years later, prompted him to warn Holden about not letting her dad get under his skin. He was speaking from experience.

He's there to see if there's enough to go to a grand jury. An agent had reached out and asked him to meet his source; when Luke hears the name it registers but he says nothing because it's irrelevant to the task at hand. He has no plans on bringing it up either but when he's finished his questioning Jack opens the door.

"How's Janet?" the other man asks him.

Luke barely manages to hide his surprise. Luckily he's always had an excellent poker face. "How did you know I know her?" he asks, and Jack chuckles. "People talk in the law enforcement social circles," he replies. "They've seen you around."

"She's fine. She's doing well." Luke justifies that response by saying that Jack is still Janet's father so it's only fair for him to confirm that his daughter is okay. "You want to know anything else, you'll have to ask her."

"I would if she'd talk to me." Jack replies. "I just want what's best for her. You seem like a perfectly upstanding guy for her to be spending her time with. I don't have to give you the don't hurt my daughter speech."

Luke bites his lip at that sentence. If he were detached he'd think about how he's not a choirboy; he's already got a reputation for making rivals around the courthouse and his straightforward, no bullshit demeanor is sometimes far from polite. But he's stuck on the audacity of that sentence. He doesn't know if Jack recognizes the irony in his words but in Luke's mind he damn well should. It's almost insulting.

"I don't know you very well, and I don't want to know," he says with the same tone he uses in his cross-examinations. "I appreciate that you've turned your life around and you've done good on dozens of cases. But I also know what you did to Janet. And if you ever hurt her again, I will find a way to bury you."

Years later, when Luke finds out that Jack crashed the Whitehouse operation and caused Janet to have a nervous breakdown that undid months of therapy, this conversation is why he doesn't let her argue with him filing a restraining order and doesn't think twice about throwing his obligations aside to appear as her attorney. There's probably some legal issue with a serving U.S. Attorney acting as someone's private counsel, but he doesn't give a fuck. He wants Jack to pay and he uses the only weapon he has to make sure that happens.

He calls Janet for drinks that night. He probably would have anyway, but it feels like he should in these circumstances. "I met your father today," he says before taking a gulp of his beer. "I get why you didn't want to tell me."

"You knew who my father was?"

"I thought so, but I wasn't going to ask." Luke nods. "The case was front-page news for the better part of a year, but I figured if you wanted to talk about it, you would. You don't have to say anything you don't want to," he adds, feeling like that's important to reaffirm.

Janet doesn't consider keeping quiet even though he's offered her the option. The only one who knows the full story is Michael, but she understands that if her and Luke's relationship keeps growing the way it is and especially if he's going to cross paths with her father professionally, she needs to tell him. He needs to know who he's dealing with. That doesn't mean she can look at him, instead averting her eyes to her glass as she talks.

"For sixteen years, he was a great father," she says. "Then one night, when we were getting ready for dinner, the police showed up at our house. They took him out in handcuffs and served us with a search warrant. I should've been telling my parents about my day and instead I was sitting on the couch while a detective asked me if I knew anything about what my father had been up to."

"How did you deal with it?"

"I didn't. A few months later I moved for college and I never looked back. I just pushed through until I could get the hell out." Which, later on, she'll realize is a pattern in her life. Endure the pain instead of directly addressing the problem. "What about you?" she asks, finally looking up. "How was your childhood?"

"My parents are perfectly normal people. As far as I know, they still live in the same house I grew up in," Luke confides. "They don't understand why I had to get out of there. Why I fight with other people for a living. My mom thinks it makes me angry and my heart's going to give out."

"Why did you leave?" Janet asks.

"I wasn't happy. I had everything I could've wanted, but I didn't feel anything," he admits. "I struggled with depression for a while. When I found the law, it was like something came alive in me. I knew what I was good at, what was going to get me somewhere. And somewhere sure as hell wasn't Iowa." Later, when they get closer, Luke will introduce Janet to his parents over Christmas but he'll never show her where he's from. He hasn't been back to University Heights since he left to go to college. He sees the look in her eyes, about to ask if he misses it, and he shakes his head.

Janet doesn't want to argue. She has nothing against Evanston, but also no reason to go back there, and she's certainly not talking with her dad about her career choice either. "I'm sure your parents are proud of you," she says after a moment. "They may not get it, but you've made something of yourself."

"So have you," Luke assures her as he takes another drink. Jack Ford isn't the worst person he's dealt with but that one meeting is all he needs to know how far Janet has come. This is the only conversation they'll ever have about their upbringings and he's happy to leave it at that.

But for as angry as Janet has been at her father, Luke may hold an even bigger grudge. He's fiercely protective of those he cares for, Janet most of all, and in his eyes Jack has never fully paid for his crimes. He may have served his sentence for the grand larceny but there's no prison time that makes up for the damage he's done to Janet. And thus Luke will always want to hurt him should he get the chance. Hopefully he never does.
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the world you've let down;
When Luke returns to work two days after the press conference, the first thing he does is report to Bryan's office. He doesn't want the whole day to feel awkward with the two of them circling each other while everyone else knows it's awkward. And he knows the only way to bury the hatchet is to make sure he and his boss are on the same page, even if it means having it out again.

"I just wanted to let you know I'm back," he says, shoving his hands in his pockets. "And see if there's anything else you needed to say to me." Take whatever shots you need to take, because I'm still not apologizing.

"I thought we pretty well said it before." Bryan leans back in his chair. "You made a decision that we both have to live with. I just don't understand why you didn't trust me enough to tell me there was something going on."

"It wasn't about trusting you." Luke shakes his head. "I didn't tell anyone to protect my case and keep from creating a fucking nuclear situation. I do understand that I could've said I couldn't tell you, but would that have made you feel any better?"

"I don't know. Maybe." The U.S. Attorney can concede that. As much as he would have appreciated the courtesy he would have also wondered what was so important that Luke was firewalling him. "I've always had your back. Even when you were going through all that stuff with Janet," he continues. "But when it turned the other way and it might involve me, you left me out."

"I did what I had to do. But I'm sorry you got hurt," Luke adds, because he is.

He and Bryan have never been friends in the sense that they don't socialize together unless it's one of the many parties or functions Bryan has dragged Luke to. Even that he stopped doing once it turned Luke into a witness to a crime. They don't just go out for drinks and they don't talk often about their personal lives. But they do have a professional friendship and Luke knows he wouldn't want to work anywhere else. He doesn't feel guilt over the choice he made but he also doesn't want Bryan to think he didn't matter.

His boss regards him for a moment before he exhales. "If I were in your position, I wouldn't have done the same thing," he states calmly. There's no need to mince words. "But I understand why you're not me."

"Do you really?"

"Maybe that's the real problem here and this is just the symptom. I've been wanting you to follow my path and you've never been shy about telling me that's not you." Bryan nods toward the open chair to indicate that Luke should sit down. If they're going to have a conversation, it may as well be that one. The talk they've never had despite Luke being repeatedly clear about where the line was. "You asked me once why I like you, and do you remember what I said?"

"That you wanted somebody who was going to push this office."

"That's why I want you to be U.S. Attorney. I don't want someone who's going to play the political games, Luke. I do that because it's what I have to do to keep people like Mark and Melissa Wallace off our backs and because it's what's going to get me ahead." Bryan's ambitions were well-known by now. "But I get that you don't want to do that. If you really don't want the added responsibilities... then I'm okay with looking for another successor."

For some reason, that hits Luke harder than he expected it would. He's never wanted the top job and has said it repeatedly yet it still feels like a slap in the face to have it taken away from him. Like he's being punished for doing what he knows was the right thing. "It's not that I'm not responsible," he replies with a bit of a frustrated edge to his voice. "I don't want to be concerned with politics and optics and other bullshit. I want to try cases and put criminals in prison. That's what I'm best at." He was even fairly hands-off with his team, preferring to focus on prosecutions rather than being that interested in giving orders and having meetings. Luckily, no one around him seemed to mind.

"I know you are. You're the best lawyer we have."

"Then why are you talking to me like I'm not?" It's a full-blown snap that comes out of Luke then but he can't suppress his anger. Being the best means everything to him with how he defines himself through his work.

Bryan is taken aback by the tone and the perturbed look in Luke's eyes but doesn't react to it. It's not as if he's unaware of the pressures Luke puts on himself and how the younger man is usually around the office. "I'm not criticizing you," he says in return. "I have a tremendous respect for who you are. I'm trying not to make you someone you don't want to be."

The phrasing hits Luke because it's exactly how Janet had admonished him for handling Michael. He shouldn't turn into someone he doesn't want to be. And she was right, even though so was he, so the sentence makes him pause. He sighs, running a hand through his hair and eyeing the floor. "Let me think about it," he mutters.

"Take all the time you need."

"I need you to tell me we're okay," Luke replies, lifting his gaze to look his boss in the eye.

"We're okay," Bryan affirms because he knows they'll agree to disagree on this. It's not the first time Luke has battled someone in his own office and that's a good thing; it means that they have different points of view instead of a company line. That just leads to bruised egos now and again. He had also noticed Luke being absent from work the day before and understood that meant he was also genuinely hurt by the way things had unfolded. He didn't want that for either of them.

"Okay. Good." Luke nods and pushes himself to his feet. "I need to catch up with Pat and make sure he and Johanna are ready for trial." Because the longer he stays in this vulnerable state, the more uncomfortable he gets and the more likely he is to lash out again.

"I think Ritter has some stuff for you to look over, too." Bryan pauses. "You did good, Luke," he says, wanting that to be explicitly clear. "You helped deliver a major arrest and I know how difficult that was for you to pull off. Not just with your workload. I see that and I care about it."

"I know you do." Luke replies. "And I appreciate that. Other bosses might've not even let me try. But I had to try."

"You didn't just try. You succeeded." Bryan nods toward the door. "Go on, get back to work before we start wanting to break out the hard liquor." It's meant simply to make Luke laugh and give him a way out of the conversation. He watches his would-be successor walk out the door with something to think about. Luke Cameron is the best pure lawyer he's ever seen, but if Luke isn't going to take his seat someday, who's it going to be?
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tell me what you see;
Unlike Michael, Luke doesn't come into work the day after the Wallace case. He leaves a stack of detailed notes on Kevin's desk for him to find in the morning and that's his only presence because he knows Bryan is pissed at him and the wound needs time to heal. Pat's surprised that Luke is MIA but takes it in stride and runs the team while Luke sits around his apartment until Janet shows up at his door. "I was wondering how long it would take you," he tells her, and walks with her to Georgetown Waterfront Park.

"I don't know whether I should yell at you or not," she says simply when they're standing looking out at the river. Luke doesn't doubt that Janet now knows every detail of what happened during the case. Whatever she didn't keep up with through the news she's either learned from Michael or from her instinctive need to grab the file and read it as soon as she got into the office this morning. "You can do both," Luke tells her. "Not the first time you've argued with me, but I'm also not in the mood."

That last phrase is a red flag for Janet because Luke is always ready for an argument. But she pushes past that for now to say what she needs to. "What the hell were you thinking?" she asks him. "Telling Michael to get confrontational with her? You know he's not comfortable being openly aggressive with suspects and you've no right to push him into something he's not comfortable with. It needed to be his decision."

"And he was never going to make it," Luke retorts. "She deserved it, Janet. The only way she was going to get it was if Michael showed her she needed to be afraid of him. And he deserved the chance to say all the shit that was going through his head. He was just too gentlemanly to get it out. But sometimes you can't be a gentleman. He needed to stand up for himself and you weren't there to help him."

He means because Janet wouldn't have hesitated to tear into Melissa. But to Janet it's a reminder of the talk she's just had with her partner. Michael telling her that if she'd been there he would have leaned on her to do the things he was afraid of instead of doing them himself. The knowledge that Luke is right makes her stop criticizing. "He shouldn't turn into someone he doesn't want to be," she leaves it at that.

"You mean turn into me?" Luke replies. "It's okay, you're not the only one pissed at me."

"I didn't mean that," Janet corrects even though there are certain qualities of Luke's that she definitely doesn't want Michael to inherit. But now that he's opened the door she puts the sentence together with the phrase from earlier and his casual clothes—jeans, sneakers and one of his favorite sweaters—and asks the question. "Why didn't you go into work today?" she says.

"Bryan and I had a fight." He exhales. "Or it wasn't so much a fight as him calling me out and me telling him to live with it."

He knows she's going to ask why, so he takes a breath and looks out at the river line before he continues. "I didn't tell Bryan about the blackmail material," he says, turning back to face her. "I kept it quiet to protect both of us but he feels like I betrayed him."

Janet nods as she processes the scenario in her mind. Had she been in Luke's position she doesn't know what she would have done. But she trusts Luke's professional judgment. In fact it's because he's so detached from everything that his personal sense is so flawed. But his decision to step away is another indicator of how he's grown in recent years. "You're doing the right thing, giving him space," she assures him. "You said your piece and he said his. He'll come around."

"I know he will." Luke knows one moment won't erase Bryan's belief in him. He just can't shake the sadness at hurting someone who's looked up to him so highly, even if he doesn't regret it. And he hopes he hasn't done permanent damage to their friendship, like how he hurt Janet during their relationship. He pushes that scenario out of his mind before it can take hold. "How are you?" he asks. "I'm sure you have thoughts on all this."

"Wishing I had been here, but doing better about feeling guilty about it," she tells him. She often needed reinforcement to get the message and hearing it from Michael and later Brad had affirmed to her that she couldn't have made the case any better. Given what she knows now, she'd likely have made it worse. "I'm thankful you were here for him, Luke. I know it was difficult for you, but he didn't deserve to face this alone."

"I care about him." Luke shakes his head. "Michael and I have never been great friends, but I've always considered him a friend and I know he does the same for me. Even when he couldn't stand me." His eyes meet hers and she can see that steely resolve again. "I did whatever it took to make sure he got justice. For the victim and for himself."

"Are you sure you're going to be okay?"

"I will be by tomorrow." He can't stay out of the office for long. Even if he didn't have junior attorneys to supervise, Luke is too focused on his work to stay away. It's how he defines himself. At least through all of this, Michael and now Janet have started to convince him it's not all he has. "I'm glad you came by," he says to her as he turns to head back inside. "Got me out of my own mind for a while."

"I'm always here for that," Janet assures him. It's not as if she doesn't understand what that feels like. While she came here to tell Luke off about Michael, she also cares about him.
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devil you know, part 15;
Pat Ryden is the first to congratulate Luke when he returns to the U.S. Attorney's Office. Unsurprisingly, the sight of Melissa Wallace being taken out of the Hoover Building in handcuffs has already created a media buzz, and a press conference is being scheduled as they speak. "Way to go," Ryden says, clapping Luke on the back. "Taking down a congressman's ex-wife, that's one hell of a win."

Luke gives him a smile that isn't as bright as it should be. He feels accomplished, but he also knows it's not over yet. "It'll be a win when Kevin gets a conviction," he points out. But it's his best friend's day off so he can't discuss it with him yet. Nor is Luke sure he's got the mental space for that yet. He walks through to his own office, sets his bag down on his desk and allows himself to take a deep breath. He did what he had to do. What he wanted to do. Wexler hadn't been his choice; this was. This was the first time he'd stepped out of his carefully defined boundaries on purpose and while he doesn't know if he'd do it again, he knows he did the right thing. That's what matters.

He's not surprised when he hears someone in his doorway. Bryan Alexander has watched Luke in and out of the office all week, not missing a deadline or a meeting while trying to close a murder case. luke kept his word and didn't put a foot wrong. "Congratulations," he says. "I thought you could pull it off."

"Thanks for the vote of confidence."

But that's not the only reason his boss is standing there. "You lied to me the other day," Bryan just comes out with it. "When I asked you if there was anything I needed to know. You didn't tell me about the book."

"I didn't have a choice," Luke retorts. "We couldn't let knowledge of that get out into the public. And for all I knew, people you know were in there."

"Are they?"

"I don't know. I didn't read the whole thing. It'll get handed off to the Political Corruption Task Force to see if any of Wallace's allegations are true." Luke sighs. "This is why I don't want your job," he adds. "I can't deal with this. I just want to close cases."

He's said numerous times that he doesn't have any interest in being U.S. Attorney. But this is the first time that he's so explicitly stated what's holding him back. Bryan files that fact about his prodigal son away for another conversation they're not ready to have. "I do my job so you can do yours," he reminds Luke before he pauses. "You've never held anything back in almost twelve years. That's one of the things I've always respected about you. Even when it could have gotten you fired, you said something. I didn't think you'd ever break my trust."

"I'm sorry," Luke says, because he is. "But I'd do it again."

It has nothing to do with Bryan or whether or not he trusts his boss. It was about protecting the integrity of his case and not starting a potentially unwarranted media firestorm. He made a decision based on the facts, not his emotions. But he understands that to Bryan it feels like Luke didn't trust him enough to at least tell him that he couldn't tell him. The two of them exchange a quiet look before Luke walks out of his office. He knows there's nothing else he can say, that his boss just has to get over it, and he has a press conference to be at.

That evening Michael faces the cameras all over again. This time it's Anthony Brennan giving the prepared remarks instead of Patrick Burton, and he's almost a decade older, but the song remains the same as Brennan gives the details of Melissa Wallace and Thomas Marshall's arrests. Michael stares out into the crowd of reporters and tries not to think about how much attention he's going to get. Back then the Wallace case had jumpstarted his career. Now as a senior agent he knows he'll get more points toward making Assistant Director, but he also cares less. He only wants to leave the whole saga behind him.

Michael glances over at Luke as the Assistant U.S. Attorney steps to the microphone. He's gained respect for Luke knowing the other man stepped up for him without having to be asked, even though it meant being out of his depth. And he can admit that having Luke there made this easier so he didn't have to hold everything in. Because he would have. "I want to start by thanking the FBI, Supervisory Special Agent Brennan and Senior Special Agent Davis for completing a detailed and conscientious investigation," Luke begins. "Despite a complicated case and the history of both the victim and the suspect, they maintained a commitment to justice."

The press conference lasts less than thirty minutes. Just like he did nine years earlier, Michael stops in the hallway on the way back to his office. Except this time it's to size Luke up. It seems wrong to leave it like this. "Thank you," he says. "I couldn't have done this without your help."

"You deserved it," Luke replies. "And frankly, I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else." As strange as this whole expedition has been, he cares about Michael. And being aware of what Mark Wallace had done and how he never should've been let out of prison, his anger at the situation would have made him want to at least know what was going on. He had at least held his tongue and not criticized the parole board in his remarks. "How are you doing?" he asks now that it's been a few hours.

"I'm fine. I'll be okay. It's just both times I've dealt with them, they've turned me into someone I didn't want to be." Michael sighs.

"Don't second-guess your decisions." The U.S. Attorney shakes his head. He's not in the habit of doing that anyway but he knows what Michael is thinking. If he made a mistake showing Melissa Wallace compassion knowing now she wasn't as innocent as he believed. "If you hadn't done what you did nine years ago," Luke points out, "you wouldn't have been able to do this."

Michael has to concede the point. Melissa's fatal mistake had been thinking she could use him in her plan. Her coming forward had also immediately put her on their radar. Had she not had that blind spot, the case might still have come together, but it would have taken much longer. That idea makes it a little easier to forgive himself. "How are you?" he asks.

"Bryan's pissed off at me for not telling him about the book. He found out about it when I filed the arrest warrants. But I can live with that."

"Can you?"

"I knew what I was doing. The rest of us can't always be the good guy," Luke comments before he turns and walks away. Michael knows that's meant to be a compliment toward him but he can't help but take it as a reminder that Luke is often the bad guy. It's something he thinks on as he heads back to the third floor.

When Michael steps off the elevator, he hears a familiar voice call his name. He'd completely forgotten that Janet was coming home, but he remembers now that she wasn't supposed to be at work until tomorrow. It's clear that she came here for him. He doesn't argue with the sentiment, just catches her when she runs to him and holds her tightly. "I missed you so much," he murmurs into her neck.

"I missed you too," Janet says, kissing his cheek gently. "I'm glad you're okay. I knew you could do it, but I couldn't stop thinking—"

He knows what the rest of that sentence is. "Don't you dare apologize for not being here," he tells her. "I wanted you to be happy. And you were always with me anyway."

Brennan smiles to himself when he arrives a few minutes later. Eleven years later he knows he made the right choice. "Get a room, you two," he laconically quips as he walks by, causing his subordinates to burst into laughter—which is his entire point.

"Do you want to go get a drink?" Janet offers. "Or what can I do to help you?"

"Be here for me tomorrow." Michael would love nothing more than to spend some quality time with his best friend, but there's something else he needs to attend to first. "I've got somewhere to be tonight," he continues.

A half-hour later he's standing in Luke's doorway with another six-pack of soda. "I thought it should be my round," he says by way of explanation. Luke chuckles before letting him in. They've never been that close, and then five and a half years of personal tension had only made their relationship worse. But for the first time, they can see through each other's eyes and the world looks different.

[End.]
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devil you know, part 13;
Luke wants to rip Melissa Wallace to shreds. He knows that as he stands in observation, watching Melissa and her lawyer settle into chairs on the far side of the interview room. His job is to stay there and say nothing unless he notices something that can help Michael and Brennan's interrogation. But he's never been able to stand still for very long.

He also knows Janet will give him hell for pushing Michael to be aggressive, but he'll fight her on it. He sees people like Melissa all day long, the ones who think they can manipulate the system, and she deserves the full force of whatever Michael can throw at her. It's all in the file Luke spent hours preparing and the black book sitting in evidence. And Michael deserves it, too; he deserves a chance to show how he really feels, to be pissed at someone treating him like a pawn in a game that should never have been played. He doesn't always have to be the saint, no matter what he thinks. Luke wants him to have the satisfaction and the clear conscience he's damn well earned.

The question is whether or not Michael will take it. "Your client called this meeting, so I think you should start," the FBI agent tells Melissa's lawyer in a tone that Luke knows well as him being less than polite.

"I know who killed my ex-husband," Melissa says. "His name is Thomas Marshall. He'd been calling me for weeks, threatening the both of us. When the police notified me of Mark's death, I knew it had to be him."

"And I presume you're going to say you didn't tell the police because you were frightened for your life?"

"Obviously I had reason to be." Her patronizing tone isn't going to win her any friends. Luke can see Brennan narrow his eyes at it. "And I knew I was going to be considered a suspect given my history of publicly condemning Mark's behavior."

"Yeah, you certainly did that," Michael replies laconically, looking down at the original case file that Brennan had put on the table more for show than anything else. "Everyone remembers your outburst from his parole hearing last year. I was there for that. But here's the thing, Melissa... We've talked to Marshall. And that's not what he says."

He finally settles in his chair, his voice softening into something conversational and almost conciliatory. He doesn't have to tell her what was said, only that something was missing. "I understand exactly how you feel right now," he goes on and it isn't a total lie. He knows the shock and frustration of Mark Wallace being let out of prison. "You asked for me for a reason. When we had to discuss something difficult, we were able to do it. This isn't going to be any easier. But whatever you have to tell me, I'm here to listen."

"I'm saying Thomas Marshall killed my ex-husband."

"What did Marshall tell you?"

"He called me out of the blue one day. I think about three weeks ago," Melissa continued. "He'd found out about Mark's release and said he never should have been let out. He said I must have been responsible so he was going to kill Mark and then kill me for helping him. He kept calling, a couple of times."

"Why would he think you were responsible?"

"I don't know. Maybe because I still have connections. You're asking me to get into the head of a murderer," she replies. "I can't tell you what he was thinking."

"I can." Michael retorts. "One thing you don't know about me, Melissa, is I have a Psychology degree. One of my best friends is a criminal profiler who specializes in serial killers. We've done probably thousands of interviews combined. I can tell you that Marshall was the only other person as pissed about Mark's behavior as you were. I'm sure he had some very strong words when he spoke to you, but I can tell you they weren't threats."

He taps the case file in front of him. "Marshall kept his anger to himself. He was never at the trial or the parole hearing, because I'd never met him before this week. I wondered why that was, until I realized having a public school job means he would've been fired if he threatened you or your ex-husband. So this isn't his M.O. There's also one more thing he's missing. Do you know what it is?"

"What?"

"He was never in contact with your ex-husband. If he killed Mark, he would've had to get him to the crime scene. I can connect Mark to you and you to Marshall, but they were never talking to each other." Michael sighs. "You have to trust me, Melissa. If you dropped a dime on your ex, there's no one in the world who wouldn't understand it. He took everything from you and you spent a decade building it back up again. You did time in prison for him. You have every reason to be angry, and I fully believe you weren't the one that killed him. But I need the truth."

There's a loaded silence after those five words. Melissa's lawyer knows that Michael is saying he believes she's involved, but he's lingering on the edge because he also just heard that Michael believes Marshall is the killer. He's willing to see if this plays out in his client's favor when dealing with one of the most principled agents in the Bureau. Michael isn't looking at him, though; he's looking directly into Melissa's eyes the same way he did nine years ago, giving her the same look to tell her he's being honest. It's up to her if she wants to reciprocate that honesty. To show if she truly believes in him or not.

"I don't know any more than I'm telling you, Michael," she replies.

In that moment Michael's entire demeanor changes. He pushes back from the table and gets back to his feet, and when he turns his head to look at his boss Luke can see the darkness in his eyes. He's never seen that look before and it legitimately makes a chill run down his spine.

"Get out," Michael tells Brennan and it's not a request. He's never used that tone with his boss before and he never will again. Brennan knows that and simply joins Luke in the observation room. "What do you think he's planning?" he asks the U.S. Attorney. "I hope he's about to eviscerate her," Luke replies truthfully. "But I'm not sure he can go that far." The outcome is now in Michael's hands—which to Luke is exactly where it should have been all along. All they can do is watch.
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devil you know, part 11;
They're running out of time. Both Luke and Michael know that as they look at each other across the desks in the FBI financial crimes bullpen. Tomorrow morning Michael will go head to head with Melissa Wallace and he only gets one shot to prove she had her ex-husband killed. That's why they'll stay here all night reviewing the evidence if they have to.

Luke doesn't even know what to say to Michael, but he doesn't have to. "Usually this is the kind of obsessive behavior I see from you and Janet," Anthony Brennan interrupts as he appears seemingly out of nowhere. Michael snorts. "I didn't plan on this and he's not as good-looking," he retorts and Luke can only chuckle at what's meant to be an insult but is also actually true. "How much do you have?" Brennan asks. "We're sure Melissa was plotting Mark's murder and got Thomas Marshall involved in it," Michael replies. "We can put her at the scene but not that she did anything. We need his records to put him there—but Luke got a DNA sample we can test against the body."

This gets Brennan to turn and give Luke a skeptical glance and the U.S. Attorney shrugs. "He needs to quit smoking," he says by way of explanation before something else occurs to Michael and he slams his hand down on the desk. "We need a second test," he declares. "We have her DNA from when she was booked in nine years ago. We can get results on that right now."

"Call the crime lab." Luke's eyes widen at the clue he hadn't even thought about. Brennan's already picking up the cigarette butt—long since properly transferred to an evidence bag—off the desk and reaching for his keys. "I'll take it down there," he says. "I can get them to rush the tests." No one has any idea how and they know better than to ask. Brennan has a way of getting what he wants. "Just don't do anything else potentially illegal while I'm gone," he adds as he leaves, because he always has to have the last word.

Michael exhales as soon as his boss has left the bullpen. It's all starting to come together in his mind and he feels that adrenaline rush along with another wave of frustration at how the victims in his case became no better than the person who victimized them. Luke can see that look on his face and gestures toward him. "Say it," he says, knowing it needs to come out now while they can still do something about it.

"Mark goes to Melissa trying to restart his career. She finds out he's double-crossing her again and kills his loan chances. He threatens her with blackmail so she decides to put him down. When Marshall calls, that's the perfect opportunity for her to enlist a patsy. She plays on his anger to get him to commit the murder - and thinks she can sell him out to us. After all, even if he tries to implicate her, there's nothing to suggest her involvement except for the phone call. But her DNA under his fingernails is a massive mistake."

"Smart criminals just make smarter mistakes." Luke replies. "He thought he had it all figured out and you got him, too."

"I know." Michael nods, taking a deep breath. "It also means she's not any better than he is."

Luke knows better than to answer that. The retort on his tongue is that Melissa Wallace was married to Mark for over a decade, so Michael was naive to think she didn't know what she was getting into. She simply wasn't as flawed as her ex. But he understands why Michael would feel that way or want to feel that way—he wants to believe there's some good in people. Luke's moral standards are much less forgiving. He drops his eyes to the paperwork in front of him and starts thinking about what they'll need for trial. "What about the address?" he asks again.

"We never cross-checked it with Marshall." Michael relaxes and settles back into his chair. He turns to the nearest computer and starts searching their databases. After a few minutes of coming up empty, he mentally reviews their conversation with the suspect and something else comes to mind. A glance at the middle school's website and he finds what they've been debating for days. "The guy who owns that home is listed as an assistant football coach at Moriarty Middle School. Marshall chose the location for the murder."

"Which means he can't argue that he wasn't a co-conspirator." Luke nods. "We have to establish the chain of communication. Because you noticed she never texted any of this—so nothing we could recover. Establish a timeline and prove there's no way that there wasn't something going on."

Right after the words leave his mouth, he's getting up to do exactly that. There's a reason there's a white board in the bullpen. Now his expertise is coming in handy; this is going to be a circumstantial evidence case, probably always was if he was honest with himself. He needs to build something logically strong enough so that any DNA is just the cherry on top and that a jury overlooks the ongoing question of the murder weapon. He's writing for several long minutes, knowing Michael's watching him but locked into his own mind. He doesn't stop until he has the entire board full with everything they know or think happened in the last month.

"Fuck," Michael says when Luke steps back. Because the totality of evidence amounts to exactly what he's been saying but hoping wasn't true all along. Nothing ever changed. Mark Wallace never learned his lesson and his wife turned out to be just as ruthless. He feels like the conviction he earned nine years ago didn't mean anything at all.

Luke glances at him because he can guess that feeling. He doesn't want Michael to feel that way. Especially now that he has a better idea of what Michael and Janet went through back then, he knows how much they put into that win. But saying that out loud requires emotions that Luke isn't great at tapping into, and he doesn't want them to come out wrong. "You should get out of here," he demurs. "You can't be working all night when you have to interrogate her in the morning. You've got to be at your best."

Michael knows he has a point, but: "Someone has to be here to wait for the DNA results and pull all this together."

"I'll do it," Luke says with a confidence he's surprised he feels.

The look they exchange is loaded with questions in both directions. Luke has been leaning on Michael to tell him what to do and not to do as an investigator and now he has to trust he can get it right without that security blanket. Michael has to trust Luke with the preparation of a case that he can use to make an arrest. By the time he comes to work in the morning, he'll have only a few hours to go over the details before he meets with Melissa and her lawyer. Their only way through is to completely trust each other.

"Go on, get out of here," Luke repeats. "I'll call you if anything major comes up. And you call me if you need me. But your responsibility is tomorrow. This is on me tonight."

Michael nods and gathers his belongings, silently tossing Luke his keys to the office before he walks out. Luke settles back into his chair to stare at the white board and then turns his attention to the paperwork splayed in front of him to start a new page of notes. That's where Brennan finds him two hours later and leaves him an hour after that. Luke is going to stay in that office as long as it takes to make right what should have never been put wrong in the first place.
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devil you know, part 9;
Luke doesn't say anything to Michael until they're in the car. He knows Michael walked off for fifteen minutes to vent his disbelief and frustration so that nobody else had to experience it. He also knows Michael doesn't want to talk about it or he would have vented to the rest of the team instead of going into his office. But it feels cold to not acknowledge that his friend is having an emotional moment. "Are you feeling better?" Luke settles on, yet it comes out awkwardly, like he expects to get chastized for it.

"I'll be fine. I called a friend to talk it over." Michael's eyes don't leave the road. Julian's pep talk had put it into perspective, reinforcing what he already knew and had been trying to tell himself. Sometimes it just helped to hear it from someone else. "Tell me what we know about these guys. Because right now, all we have at the crime scene is Melissa, which disproves your theory about the killer being a man." At least he'd like to disprove it, and not to show Luke up.

"One of them is Alan Richardson. The bank executive. Wallace's phone records showed they were in contact seven times over the last month," the U.S. Attorney explains as he pages the file in his lap. "The last three being unreturned calls. I flagged it because of course, you want to follow the money. Presumably Mark told Melissa he was in contact with him, but we'll have to ask."

"It makes sense." Michael nods. "Who's the other one?"

"Thomas Marshall. And this is where we have a problem," Luke continues. "Marshall is Amber Lake's stepfather."

Michael's only visible reaction is to knuckle the steering wheel a little tighter. He had never made the connection before—there was no reason to question an intern's stepfather on a campaign fraud case—but now it seems like the most obvious thing. Of course a stepfather would have something to say about a Congressman's inappropriate relationship with his stepdaughter. He doesn't even have to ask how Melissa found him; it's not that hard. What he has to figure out is how to approach this, because that bit of information makes Marshall look like a prime suspect. "How do you want to do this?" Luke asks him, interrupting his train of thought.

"We have to talk to Richardson first. He's the easier interview, and he might be able to lay some important foundation about Wallace's activities post-prison. Because we still don't really know what he was up to." Michael exhales. "Then I think you should talk to Marshall."

"Me?" Luke is much more visibly thrown. He's interviewed, examined and cross-examined plenty of witnesses in his almost twelve-year career but never done so in an investigative capacity. He's more surprised Michael would want to sic him on Marshall, given that his own volatile nature would seem to be exactly not a good idea in that situation. But he's also not the trained psychologist. "What are you thinking?"

"If you're right, he's pissed off and he's not going to want someone to placate him," Michael says. "In fact, my being calm about this may make it worse. He needs someone who seems like he understands him." Because he definitely did not understand what seemed to be in front of them.

Luke grasps Michael's point and it makes him particularly quiet when they arrive at the bank to interview Richardson. He wants to observe every detail of how Michael does it and pick up anything he can; if he has to take the lead, he's learning from one of the FBI's best. Michael's ability to get people to open up in interviews is legendary. He also makes his own case when he breaks the news to Richardson and has to immediately talk the man out of a mild panic in front of them. His way works too well.

It also makes Luke recontextualize the last few hours and greater appreciate how little Michael loses his shit. He remains calm and committed when they all—himself, Janet, even Holden with whatever the hell he does in the BSU—regularly charge into chaos. He's the steady hand that allows the rest of them to have impulsive moments or be driven by their emotions. When he withstands so much pressure, he's earned the right to be fucked off about a case once.

So he watches carefully as Richardson explains that Mark Wallace had contacted him about a business loan for a new nonprofit venture, but once he'd realized who he was dealing with, he'd denied the loan application. Michael gets the paperwork and goes over it with the other man line by line in a way that only a financial crimes expert can, accounting for every detail and every phone call, including the one Melissa Wallace had made the day before her ex-husband's murder. Just saying the word makes Richardson turn white, all but ruling him out as a possible suspect. Luke doesn't think he could keep from fainting at a crime, let alone commit one.

They don't speak again until they're walking out of the bank, Michael with a new file tucked under one arm. "That makes a lot of sense," he admits. "It also gives her another motive."

"Her ex-husband's trying to trade on her good name. Good being in air quotes," Luke comments wryly but he's not enough of a dick to actually finger-quote. "And the day of the murder, she says he's not going to be a problem anymore? How does she know that unless she has something planned?"

"We can put her at the scene, we can give her a reason why, but we still can't put the knife in her hand." Michael shakes his head as he steps into Luke's Lexus. "A good defense attorney will argue she tried to stop whoever actually killed him. We can't even prove she brought him there."

Luke nods. "And honestly, this case will probably get pled out," he admits, giving Michael a cautious look because he knows it's terrible to hear but it is also the truth. "There's too much of a narrative to spin it in the public eye. Bryan already had a talk with me that he doesn't think I wouldn't turn the prosecution into some kind of a war."

Michael shifts his jaw in a prolonged moment of silence. As much as he dislikes the idea of a plea bargain on a murder, he understands the risk of letting this case go to trial with all of the history. And he knows for a fact that Bryan isn't wrong about Luke. There are reasons why he's feared amongst his fellow attorneys. "It's not your case," he finally says.

"I'd at least try to make it one." And probably lose that debate, since Kevin Russell was the one responsible for violent crimes, but Luke can concede that he's taking this personally. It's the second time he's said it and Michael still can't believe he's hearing it.

"If you want to do something," Michael tells him, "help me establish Thomas Marshall's connection to Melissa Wallace and get probable cause for his phone records. I have to go into an interrogation room with her tomorrow, and right now all I have is that she's present at the murder site. She's not doing to me what her husband tried to do to her."
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devil you know, part 7;
Luke Cameron strides back into the U.S. Attorney's Office with a new determination. He always walks around like he owns the place, but today he's particularly purposeful. Having laid everything on the line with Michael last night, he's even more determined to put whoever killed Mark Wallace behind bars. And he knows that he has to lie to his boss, which has lit a fire under him in another way. If he's going to break Bryan's trust it had better damn well be worth it. So everyone notices when he shows up sans jacket or tie and moves through the bullpen without stopping, going directly to his supervisor's office before Bryan can even finish reading his email. "You have got to stop doing that," his boss comments, but that's before he actually turns his head and sees Luke. Even Bryan Alexander knows not to fuck with him when he has that dead-set look in his eyes. That power is one of the reasons Bryan wants him to be U.S. Attorney someday. "What is it?" he asks cautiously.

"You're the one who wanted to be kept in the loop," Luke retorts before he continues, "We've got several suspects. But we've got a problem with Melissa Wallace."

"The first suspect in any murder is always someone's ex or significant other," Bryan points out. "What's the problem?"

"When Metro made the death notification, her lawyer called the FBI," Luke explains. "She's presenting herself as a potential witness."

"That could be a good—" Bryan cuts himself off when he sees Luke's sarcastic look. The younger man is always skeptical of anyone involved in politics and he's never going to be able to convince him otherwise. "Did they say what she's got to talk about?" he says instead.

"No." Luke shakes his head. "Which is where I need your help. Have you heard any gossip about it? Or can you put your ear to the ground and see if you hear anything? Our key witness from the last case wants to swing this one, too, there's got to be something going on here."

"To be fair, we only flipped her nine years ago because she wanted to screw her husband."

"Well, I haven't ruled that out again either." Luke exhales. "Listen, the FBI has the evidentiary part of this under control. What I need to do is get into the circumstantial evidence. There's going to be reasonable doubt hell unless I can untangle Wallace's issues, and you know that world. I'm not asking you to get involved. I'm just asking if you catch any idea of who is."

Bryan nods. "You forget I used to be you before you got here," he comments, glancing out the window of his office. He hasn't prosecuted more than a few cases in the last fifteen years, but before that he had to make the same climb to the top. He knows what Luke is getting at—specifically the pitfalls he's trying to avoid. The most obvious defense will be to point at all the other suspects, which is exactly what happened in the Dexter Vincent trial, and it just takes one to create doubt. Plus, even though Wallace is deceased, if they dig up anything now related to the prior case, that could still prompt a review. At the very least, it'll be terrible PR for the office, and he needs his team looking like they can handle politically-related investigations. They're in Washington, where half of what happens is politically related. "All right, I have a couple of people I can ask," he concedes. "I'll let you know if any of them talk. Did you find anything else I should be aware of?"

"No," Luke lies, keeping an absolutely straight face. "Not yet."

But he doesn't breathe easy until several minutes later, when he's finished going into his office and checking in with Pat Ryden, and is in the hallway outside. Luke isn't like Janet where lying makes her ill; his morals are a little more flexible. But it still doesn't make him feel good. Bryan has put an awful lot of faith in him over the last eleven years and while he never chose to be the U.S. Attorney's golden boy, he understands it's going to hurt when Bryan finds out he lied. Because it's absolutely going to come out. He harbors no illusions about that. He exhales tightly and steps into the elevator.

When he arrives at the financial crimes office, Michael is already briefing the rest of the team. He slept a lot easier after a late-night conversation with Janet about her and Holden's trip to the Los Angeles Zoo, and he's always been incredibly organized. The video board lists all of the details about the murder, followed by a separate screen about the owners of the home at which Wallace was found. "We still have no connection between him and the Barkers," he's explaining before Luke's arrival gets him to turn his attention to the prosecutor. "How many names did you find?" he asks, pulling Luke aside.

"Seven." Luke exhales. "Four that check to the original case, but I'm more worried about the three new ones. And yes, Melissa is one of them."

"Okay, we've got to work those up first." Michael already knows how to handle that workload. "Tayshia, can you guys look into a couple of people for me?" he asks his colleagues. "Luke's going to give you four names from Wallace's original case. I need to know if they connect to the house and what they're doing now. We'll work the other ones."

"Yeah, sure." Tayshia Grant nods, tossing Luke a pen so he can write the names down for her as she continues to study the board. "The key is going to be where his phone puts him, because whoever he was with the night before probably killed him. In that area, I'm not buying a random attacker."

"Me either. We're still waiting on the phone records and then we'll update the board." Michael breaks up the meeting after that and heads for his and Janet's office with Luke right behind him. He's aware that this isn't about who did it as much as why. If they get a few more details they can narrow down their suspects. The heart of the case is understanding whatever controversy prompted the death and being able to connect the two. "How did your conversation go?" he asks, tossing his jacket over the back of his chair while he eyes up the white board he filled before he left the night before. The one that reminds him of everything that happened nine years ago.

"It was fine. I asked him to tell me if he hears any gossip about who or what might be involved," Luke explains, circling around to Janet's desk. He's trying not to move too many of her things but he still stops to water Grogu as a way of buying them both another minute to calm down. "There's one other question we're not asking yet," he says. "Where's the murder weapon? The people we're looking at are not the type to be carrying knives. Unless they planned this out."

"If that was the case, why not bring a gun?" Michael replies. "No. That's the problem we have to overcome. There's an incongruity between the where and the why we have to solve." He thinks about Miami, which didn't make a lot of sense either until he'd seen the actual dimensions of the crime scene. "It's possible for this to be an impulsive attack by someone he had a history with."

"Then who was stupid enough to get involved with him again?" Luke asks. "Knowing the damage he did, and possibly knowing the havoc he was about to wreak a second time? Who knew what they were in for and still took that risk?" The unanswered question hangs in the air between them, Luke not understanding yet that he's just figured out a disturbing truth.
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devil you know, part 5;
While Brennan is giving Michael his version of a pep talk, Luke is getting search warrants signed and executed. The former is easy enough; the latter requires a call to Mark Wallace's cell phone company that turns into an argument with their subpoena compliance department. "I don't care how you get it done," he says tersely, "but you're going to get me those records. If those cell phone records aren't here tomorrow morning, there's a fair chance I don't find a killer, and you can personally explain to your boss, the U.S. Attorney and every major media outlet why you obstructed a murder investigation."

He'd have no problem filing obstruction of justice charges either, though he'd likely find a way to screw them without having to prosecute. But the person on the other end of the phone doesn't know that. Luke extracts a promise to prioritize his request before he ends the call, finally glancing up to see Tayshia Grant and Adam Lydon having unintentionally heard the whole thing. "What?" he says. "Someone's in a mood today," Adam quips sarcastically. "I'm in a mood every day," Luke retorts. "I just usually keep it to myself."

He passes Brennan on his way back into the office, where Michael is still lost in thought. "I've got your warrants," he says, holding up the paperwork he pulled from the printer. "Cell records are going to take a few hours but we can hit the apartment now." As he's saying it, he's already grabbing his jacket off the back of Janet's chair and fixing his tie. If he's going to be seen in public then he has an image to uphold. Especially when the media or someone connected to Melissa Wallace may be watching. He still wants to know how she found out about her ex-husband's death so fast.

"I'll get Brennan." Michael agrees. "Finish your thought from earlier. You think this is a new suspect?"

"I think the timing of it is suspect." Luke replies as he picks up his briefcase. "If it was a retributive killing for what he did nine years ago, someone could have done that the night he got out of prison. Or later that week. I'm not saying it isn't someone he already knows—I'm saying he could have done something new to piss them off." A humorless smirk. "That's something I know a lot about."

"You're an asshole with a conscience," the other man replies. "Don't compare the two of you."

Luke recognizes the compliment for what it is. He's always been aware that he can be a difficult person, and sometimes he's done it on purpose. However, he just as often hasn't, and he knows Michael is saying he sees both sides. It's something that stays in his mind as he goes with the FBI agents to search Mark Wallace's apartment, which is a far cry from his former mansion. In fact, it's hardly been furnished. "This must have fucked with his head," he comments dryly as he moves through the living room, looking for anything incriminating.

"Remember that he still got elected to Congress," Brennan points out. "He had plenty of enablers until he got caught."

He had put his faith in Michael and Janet, two relatively untested agents, to be able to break down that defense. Wallace had all the power and a circle of equally powerful friends, so it was a terribly unbalanced case, but Brennan believed that Janet and Michael's talent and their determination would make the difference. That was exactly what had happened. Anyone who knew him back then has to know what's coming for them now—moreso since Michael is older, wiser and no longer scared of making high-profile enemies. He's not even listening, going into Wallace's bedroom to see what he can uncover. What he finds still manages to surprise him. "This may answer your question," he tells Luke, emerging with the composition book in hand. "Wallace was compiling material on everyone he'd worked with."

"He had a black book?" Luke says with an equal incredulity, walking over to take a look at it and seeing what Michael just saw: the pages upon pages of what appears to be possible blackmail material. "Son of a bitch. There really wasn't anything he wouldn't do."

"Maybe that's why no one killed him immediately. They didn't know about the book, or they did and had to find it."

"But they didn't find it," Brennan interjects. "If they wanted to get their hands on it, they would have gotten him to bring it to the crime scene. His car is here, so somebody drove him to someone else's random lawn and killed him."

"Which lends credence to the first idea. Wallace is exactly the kind of guy who'd go to someone for help and then threaten to turn them in if he didn't get it."

"And then that person stabs him to death in a fit of rage?" Luke comments. It's not out of character, but it still doesn't explain the location of the crime scene. His political instincts, fairly honed by years of being Bryan Alexander's involuntary guest at any number of parties or functions, are telling him there's something else they're missing. "I don't know if it's that simple, but this might explain why his ex-wife wants to talk to us. Maybe she knows about it and she's trying to protect herself. Benton got her to plead to a lesser, but that doesn't cover any different allegations."

"Read it and find out," Brennan says flippantly as he bags the book and then hands it right back to Luke, who realizes the ex-high school teacher has just given him homework. He's not even going to try to argue. Instead, he looks at Michael. "We need to cross-check the names in here versus the cell phone records and the original case file." Which is exactly what he'll be doing, sitting at his kitchen table with a highlighter and a six-pack of Coke until some late hour of the evening.

Michael nods. "And then find out which of those names has any connection to the people who live at that house," he adds. "I fully believe them when they say they had no clue, but that doesn't mean they don't know the suspect. Truth be told, the fact that they were gone makes it a pretty good place to dump a body." His eyes flick to his boss. "How much can we afford to keep from the press?"

"As much as we can," Brennan says. "Even the rumor of this thing existing will be all over the news. Then we'll have rampant speculation being tossed around and an even bigger pool of reasonable doubt."

Luke has stayed quiet in all this because he knows that's the paramount truth. Wallace had plenty of enemies and there could be even more in the pages of that book. Adding more suspects to the list they hadn't even managed to narrow down could create the kind of reasonable doubt he'd warned Bryan about. In that moment he makes a risky decision, but the only one he can see. "We don't need to say anything about it. We can talk about the murder in relation to the old case," he tells them. "This stays between us."

Luke and Michael share a look between themselves. Neither of them are comfortable with lying about a key piece of evidence, but this is a secret that may have killed one person and could endanger several others. If they weren't on the same page before, they have no choice but to completely trust each other now. Michael can't help but wish again that it was Janet standing next to him; Luke is thinking about Bryan. He's never lied to his boss, but it's entirely possible some of Bryan's friends or acquaintances are in that book. In that moment he puts his loyalty to Michael and to justice above his friendship with Bryan and maybe even his chances at making U.S. Attorney someday. What does he want to stand for?

"We could fucking blow up Washington," he adds as that sinks in. Michael shakes his head. "The only thing I care about is catching this killer. That's my job, and the rest of this is bullshit."
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devil you know, part 3;
"They counted seventeen stab wounds," an exasperated Luke tells his boss upon his return to the U.S. Attorney's Office. "Whoever killed Wallace hunted him down and didn't think anything of leaving his body in plain view. This is something that's going to get nasty, and I don't want to leave it for it to come back to us."

To his credit, Bryan Alexander is completely unfazed by Luke having walked straight into his office without having knocked first and by how annoyed Luke is about this. He expected some sort of an argument when Luke had informed him about Wallace's murder two hours ago. Once Luke Cameron makes up his mind, he's almost impossible to shake—and Bryan is the kind of boss who's willing to listen as long as someone can make their case. They are lawyers, after all. "What do you think you're going to do?" he asks. "The FBI has the investigation under control."

"We might be able to get at people in ways they can't." Luke takes a breath and settles his hands on his hips, thinking out loud now that he's gotten his feelings off his chest. "There's going to be a political angle to this based on Wallace's history. Some high-profile people we'll have to talk to. It might be more palatable for me to be asking than the Bureau."

Bryan can't argue with that; he knows Wallace's release created a stir in D.C. political circles because that was how he had learned the news a month ago. Seeing an FBI badge would immediately put some of those people on the defensive, while Luke would at least be able to use his own connections. But he didn't get to become U.S. Attorney without knowing how to play the game, and he's well aware that Luke Cameron does not get involved in investigations. There's an ulterior motive here that Luke hasn't copped to. "What's your real stake in this?" he says.

Luke knew he was going to have to answer that question. He'd have to explain why he was willing to put aside his own work, even if fortunately it was a light workload without an active trial, to do something he was on record as disliking and being underqualified for. He's been mulling the answer since he decided he was going to do this back at the crime scene and he's barely convinced himself. "I've known Michael Davis for eleven years," he says with a sigh. "He had the original case and it put him through the wringer. This is dragging it all back up. If I can do anything to make it easier, for him and for us, then I want to."

"I can't just not have a bureau chief here for the next week."

"I know. I'll work it around my schedule, and I'll keep my phone on me." He nods. "I'm not even sure he'll want me there very long. But this is one of our best agents and he deserves the support."

He's looking his boss dead on, trying to get a read on Bryan at the moment. Luke doesn't ask him for many favors, and the last time he had an instinct about something, it was John Wexler blowing up his own house and solving the murder of a senator's daughter. He's proven that he has his own good sense. And ironically, since he's slated to be in the office this week, he's easier to let go of than an actual investigator like Bryan Ritter, who has leads to chase on other assignments. "All right, run it out," Bryan says. "But I want daily updates, and if you have any misgivings, you clear it with me first. I don't need my top deputy making headlines."

"I might ask you for help anyway," Luke admits, shoulders relaxing now that he knows he's not about to be ordered back to his office or yelled at. "Whoever did this is somebody Wallace pissed off in more than the last month."

But that's all he says as he walks out of Bryan's office and across to his own just long enough to see if there are any emails he needs to answer or anything else that can't sit until tomorrow. Everyone is watching as Luke heads out as brusquely as he came in, stopping only to duck into the conference room where Patrick Ryden is preparing for his interviews. "What was that about?" Pat asks, having seen Luke come in and now clearly on his way back out. "Where are you going?"

"The department's gonna be yours for a couple of days," Luke explains, yanking at the knot in his tie and shoving it in his pocket. "I need to help the FBI with a murder case."

"The last time you did that, you got shot."

"Thanks for the reminder." He actually had forgotten that part and now it makes him tense just a little bit more as he rolls his neck. "Call me if you need to, but I'm going to be in and out of the office, so don't hold things up on my account. I have to figure out who killed Mark Wallace."

Now it's Ryden's turn to visibly cringe because he's seen the news reports on the TV in the bullpen. "That's an interesting list," he says. "Do they have any idea?"

"Not yet. That's what I'm going in for. I'm the last person who's still on staff from the Benton era so I'm hoping I can narrow it down. Plus, the lead investigator is Michael Davis." Luke doesn't have to explain as much to Pat as he did to Bryan. Pat knows how Luke's brain works and about his relationship to Michael. His right-hand man takes the situation in stride hearing those two facts. "I'll call if we need you," he agrees. "Take care of yourself."

Luke nods but doesn't answer as he walks out of the conference room and the office. His own well-being is the last thing he's concerned with right now. Several blocks away, Michael is having a similar and much less complicated conversation with Supervisory Special Agent Anthony Brennan. Brennan and the financial crimes team were already prepared for this thanks to Michael bringing up Wallace's release in the team meeting a month ago, and Brennan isn't dealing with someone as volatile as Luke. In fact, he's wondering why Michael isn't more perturbed by the recent turn of events. "You work this like any other case," he says. "And remember that what you did nine years ago isn't under investigation. Its only relevance is helping you get to the truth."

"Janet said the same thing." Michael chuckles humorlessly. "I just don't want to do this again."

"You don't have to."

"Yes, I do. Nobody's going to have the familiarity with Wallace's history that I do. I experienced things that aren't in that file." He exhales. "Luke Cameron's coming in to help me look at the political angle, but it's almost certainly related. Even if Wallace pissed someone off more recently, he had to have gone back to someone to help him get his career restarted."

"You and Luke working together ought to be a barrel of laughs," Brennan replies drily, ignoring Michael's own sarcastic look. "At least you convinced Janet not to come back from California."

"Yeah, she's going to be upset when she gets back. I know she feels responsible, same as I would for her." He sighs, a renewed pang of guilt in his heart thinking about how anxious Janet must be right now. "It's not an ideal situation, Tony. But Wallace deserves justice just like any other victim. And I'm the best person to find it."

"Let me know if you need any help. I don't mind screwing with anyone." Brennan leans back in his chair. "And if you ever don't think you can do this, you can say so."

Michael likewise won't back off but for entirely different reasons from Luke. Luke's angry about Wallace being released at all and wants to protect the people closest to him; he's taking this personally, both as a friend and as an attorney. Michael has put his own frustration about the issue aside and he feels obligated to finish what should've been done already. This isn't about him; it's about doing what's right. "You trusted me with this nine years ago," he says. "I need to see it through."

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